james_

Why is it that when you miss somebody so much that your heart is ready to disintegrate that you always hear the saddest song ever on the radio

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I put your photograph away,
I can't look at you today.
I put your letters upstairs,
But it's no good because you're everywhere.

I can try to hide,
But why waste my time.

You left your...
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Daniel Johnston Is having an art exhibition in london during february, if anyone fancies coming along to it avec moi?

OH MY GOD!
I just heard this band called Coheed & Cambria, and I am totally speechless with awe. I havn't been excited about a "new" band this much since i heard At The Drive-In, and that was YEARS ago. Well, there have been other bands that excited me since then, but we'll just conveniently ignore that fact, mmkay?

But seriously, Coheed & Cambria -...
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on leaving school immersed in philanthropic notions (of a kind these days i find unthinkable) i pulled my frail frame onto my charger and rode off into a sunset with agenda predictable.
fresh faced - young dumb and tragically convinced that blind faith could make an infantile normative playground theory on social interaction positive enough to show them all but alas! working the tills put...
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So, I look out my window, and guess what! It's snowing like a motherfucker out there!
Well. Slight exaggeration, it's all fits and starts, but if it keeps going at the rate it is, and keeps settling, then it'll be nice and deep by tomorrow!
Yay for snow!

so, yeah.
Last night was a bit mental, really. We took over the pub pretty much, and I think i talked to most people. Apologies for any drunken titteryu i may have spouted, and I'm sure there was plenty, I just can't remember it that clearly. I left early, about 11ish, which I think was a good thing. I was at that one more drink...
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Tonight i am doing an experiment. i'm going to find out exactly what's wrong with my sleep, by recording my sleep using a web cam with motion detect on it. I think i may have sleep apnea which is a fantastic word, but sounds quite scary. so if my tests show me waking up lots in the night, then off to the quack with me!...
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Straight jacket your own beauty
Because it is just a breakdown away
From the gutter to the jewel
A symbol sold in investment days
Defenceless as the pages you burn
A baby drowning under profit curve
Money bruises the skin at birth

I just wanna lie down in my bed
Make myself different from the rest
Use a thought to put myself to sleep
Collapsing...
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Saturday was good craic, meeting some of the SGUK crew for a few quiet beverages. I still managed to get significantly wasted, though. And goddamn i hope i didn't make too much of a wally out of myself!

J

OK. so. here's a wierd sort of request.
Do any of you lovely peoples happen to have an old, preferably knackered ZX48 Specturm computer, with the rubber keyboard anywhere that you could see your way to selling me for a 10ish sum?
I need it for a sculpture i'm doing, which is all very boring but basically involves rivets, a tree and the afformentioned Speccy....
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New lyrics, the first i've written for absolutely ages, too! This one's a bit of a character study of a certain type of person.
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One Thousand Lies

I am just a stack of soundbites
1000 lies strung together
Will form a semblance of humanity
Refined with every argument
My manipulative persona is only as real
As my compassionate smile
But behind my intensity
Hiding...
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