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we had a nice bbq with friends by the beach on sunday.

Orion's 2 months and hes getting strong enough to hold his head up.

I had so much fun I made a collage out of the experience. I know thats kinda dorky, but I love doing that.





we went hiking out east.



my doggy is cute

My friend Courtney decided to move down here and she will be here in less than three weeks.

I'm excited ot see her and I'm nervous a little bit. I hope everythings great between us and that she can find a job!

My family's coming down in June to visit, 6 of them. I'm so excited to show them around the island that I live on!

Steffany, teh girl who I moved down here with, is moving off island and starting her life back up in colorado adn I'm really going to miss her. Shes been like a sister to me for the last two years and we work together so thats going to change a lot of things in my life.

Change is in the air!

Adrian and I have been talking a little bit about moving in together and I'm not sure when thats going to happen. We have been fighting more since we spend so much time together and living together just puts pressure on relationships. I want everything to be light and fun... but I am a bit dramatic and bitchy from time to time so... I guess you get the whole package when you date someone!

I'm bummed out that I can't find a good photographer and the ones that I have worked with fail to give me pictures! That guy I met that shot me hasn't called me back in two months and its like, come on! Don't even need to edit it, just load it up and send it on over!

I know photographers are so busy but this is like torcher a little bit. I want them. Thats why I participated in that photo shoot... not for fun. Cuz I want pictures, good ones. It's frustrating.

I am painting for the first time in a long time. It's very soothing and frustrating also! Its nice while I'm doing it but Its so easy to hate everything, ya know?

I need to smoke a bit and chill out, I'm kind of wound up right now. Bad time to be blogging... I just haven't been in touch in a while. I feel silly keeping up with this site and not putting anything real into it. I want another set in review so bad. Who knew it would be so hard? I think most people have no idea what girls put into this unless they have themselves are trying to turn pink. I am conceited but I thought I was a shoo in and I dont want to give up.