jamberee_

I did something really bad and checked my bfs open fb messages and found the worst things imaginable. I'm laying on his couch trying to breath and remind myself that all the love I need comes from within but I'm hurting pretty bad over here right now. I need to tell him but when he came home I pretended I was asleep cuz I know he's going to get defensive and this is all my heart can handle at the moment. I can't decide if I'm glad I know or not. We've been so happy lately.