jamberee_

Hey Friends!

Happy New YEAR TO YOU ALL!!!! 2012 yahooooo

I went to see Smokey's Farmland band last night, they put on an amazing show.

I got hammered... someone brought me a guitar, i sing all the time and these guys decided that I need to learn to play and bought me a guitar, which is amazing.... its here with me now..

so last night at the end of the night, i picked up teh guitar and i guess.... sang a song about crotches and sucking this guys dick that was there with his girlfriend in front of my boyfriend and made a few people very angry. I dont remember this but now i have this achy sick feeling in my stomach thats not just the booze but also shame.

dont you hate when you do that? I guess I thought it was really funny, got super offensive, and no one laughed. except me.

so now i have no idea who i offended cuz i cant remember, feeling dumb... and sick to my stomach.

Some things never change.


SO! submitted my set... still waiting to hear back... i was supposed to shoot a set with this guy and i sent him the FAQ and he doesnt know if hes ready to do this kind of set, i think hes intimidated.

I linked him with the 200 free photos... i'm sure he had fun with that. I love sharing this website with people. Before I moved down here my friend that got me here told everyone i was a suicde girl and people bring it up and it upsets me because i am NOT a suicide girl, I just want to be... I am one of many many women who want to be a suicide girl.

i have had people throughout this year tell me they knew a girl who was trying to be a suicide girl but it didnt work... i really hope I'm not one of htose statistics. I also wish that if its not going to happen, someone would just email me and say... Jam... you're great and your hot but we don't want you and i could be like... ok instead of always having my hopes up..

I'm not trying to be negative about this, i absolutely LOVE suicide girls and this new set i have made for you guys is flipping AWESOME. I am soooo excited to share it with you...

I guess it gives me something to do, get an excuse to get naked and have people reaffirm my self esteem haha...

seriously though, this set... I dont want to show any of the pics yet until they accept it... but possibly tomorrow or soon i will be posting teasers and then from there on out... reminding you guys of the count down til it debuts and this time.... we are going to make the front page...

happy new year. I hope 2012 brings a lot of joy and love into your lives. If this be our last year, live it up! I know I will!