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Helllo

I want to start this blog with a.. UHHHHHH!!! how long am i going to be a hopeful for???????


and then moving on...

this is what i found in my shoe this morning..



things have been great lately...

I've been working like crazy! I'm a working girl again!!!

I work at a really busy resturant/bar... I love my coworkers. I have been having problems cuz this is a small small town and everyone i work with is everyone i hang out with and they are alll sooo hot and i want to sleep with all of them. haha... yeah... I know my life is sooo hard. So i was trying to sleep with no one because iits never a good idea to get involved with coworkers or jump on some dick right away when ur new to town but... then i got drunk.... jagerbombs... casino... lots of hot sex. I get to work the next morning... walk up everyone runs outside to start yelling DID YOU HAVE FUN LAST NIGHT

i guess boss lady saw me in his car in the early a.m. BUSTED!

I thought i Had at least a day.... my friend erika whom i adore said that hes a stage 5 clinger but... that might not be the worst thing for me right now like.. hes cool, listens to reggae, smokes lots of herb, hes a great guy, we get along awesome so i am not sweating it too much

i just hope things don't get weird at work...

have i ever mentioned how much i love gingers too, hes a ginger and hes super quirky and adorable.

I've been hanging out with my friend carl that i work with and carl is awesome we vibe great, flirt like crazyand hve a blast together but im not realy trying to get naked with this guy at all. Hes a big softy and i would just break his heart probably if i took it there...a nyways...

tuesdays the resturant is closed, and i go on a trail ride tuesday mornings usually... so i told him to come out.. he did. he rode awesome. we rode up to some old ruins of a sugar mill and then everyone else got off and we decided to hall balls to the top of the hill so we did.. super fun.

then we got high, sat on the beach under some trees and drew pictures in teh sand and giggled , swam, went out to lunch, played volleyball.

We had a champagne tasting in the afternoon. Everyone got out paper and went ot take notes and i just drew a picture of a pony.. hahaha.. well after that i was feeling all bubbly and great and we rolled a big spliff and smoked and then i thought it would be a good idea to go get on my pony while drunk... i didnt have a saddle or a bridle so i jsut got on with a rope and started riding around... running in small circles and showing off...

and then something scared him.. he took off running into oncoming traffic.. i almost got hit by a car and we halled balls home... fucking... a half a mile later we get home and he turns the corner sharp and i flew off... i am okay tho...

it was really fun adn when i got back to the beach everyone was laughing at me.
then i went home, took a shower, put on a pretty dress adn met everyone out at the bar.
got drunk, afterwards carl, my new boy.. his name is adam.. and i went back to adams and played rummy 500

then it was like.. ok carl leave now bye and he was like.. jill... do you want to come home wiht me? and i was like... no.... and he got all sad and i stayed with adam.

i feel bad, fucking with peoples emotions. we did have the best day ever together.

ok well ... i need to clean myself and my apartment before i start walking to work.

did i show u guys i was in the news paper?

later alligator.

thats my mid section