Login
Forgot Password?

OR

Login with Google Login with Twitter Login with Facebook
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • SuicideGirls
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
Vital Stats

jamber

Santa Cruz, CA

Member Since 2004

Followers 10 Following 7

  • Everything
  • Photos
  • Video
  • Blogs
  • Groups
  • From Others

Saturday Apr 30, 2005

Apr 30, 2005
0
  • Facebook
  • Tweet
  • Email
I see hope.

Josh and I went to a couples workshop. He was resistant at first (okay, so I tricked him into it) but I think he dug it. It was basically group therapy, with 7 couples. We all did exercices and problem solving, focusing on strengthening comunication and intamacy. During one exercise I cried when I related to Josh how I felt neglected and unloved. I realized I had never really spoke to him about it so honestly. I think he understood. I can see we have much work to do, and I know that the work is never truely done, but this workshop at least let me know Josh is willing, and I think that is half the battle.

So, to start off our new outlook on marraige, Josh suprised me. I went to the local Beltane celebration alone, with Liv, as josh was supposed to be working. I was pretty bummed about it....I really wanted him to come. So, when I arrived, there he was! It was great to see him outside of the context of our every day drugery (ya'know away from the mother in law and laundry and bills). Liv danced aroung the May Pole and chased around other kids (in her very first fairy princess skirt). I layed in the grass and Knit while josh worked the BBQ. Later, Olivia feel asleep in the grass while we watched Caberet and a band by the fire. There was wine and laughter and good freinds. I had a great time.

I need more of this..... I deserve it.

-Amber
VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
kail:
I am so happy to hear that. They say communication is the key to a happy marriage. Most people will try if they have an opportunity. Keep working at it.

Yes, you do need to get out together more. There is usually a lot of tension in a home because it is so emotionally charged. Take any opportunity to get away together and do something fun. Take a day trip hiking or a romantic weekend getaway. It helps! smile
May 1, 2005
indecisive:
biggrinbiggrinbiggrinbiggrinbiggrinbiggrinbiggrinbiggrinbiggrinbiggrinbiggrinbiggrinbiggrinbiggrin

Uhm, I don't know what this week's schedule looks like, but Friday I get a nice paycheck, so we should do something on the weekend. We should take the girls someplace nice. I'm anxious, though! Hehe
May 1, 2005

More Blogs

  • 07.11.05
    4

    Monday Jul 11, 2005

    Dear Suicide Girls, This will be my last Blog entry. I found out …
  • 07.09.05
    2

    Saturday Jul 09, 2005

    -Waking up next to him- (Rock on- gold dust woman Take your silve…
  • 07.07.05
    2

    Thursday Jul 07, 2005

    Hello my dears. House sitting for freinds and getting some comput…
  • 06.20.05
    1

    Monday Jun 20, 2005

    Been on an emotional ride lately. Tired, irritable. Cant wait…
  • 06.14.05
    2

    Tuesday Jun 14, 2005

    She wants to buy the look of my abuse They want to use my blood To …
  • 06.14.05
    0

    Tuesday Jun 14, 2005

    cry.
  • 06.06.05
    2

    Monday Jun 06, 2005

    You.
  • 06.02.05
    3

    Thursday Jun 02, 2005

    make.
  • 05.25.05
    5

    Wednesday May 25, 2005

    me.
  • 05.19.05
    3

    Thursday May 19, 2005

    want.

We at SuicideGirls have been celebrating alternative pin-up girls for:

24
years
0
months
3
days
  • 5,509,826 fans
  • 41,393 fans
  • 10,327,617 followers
  • 4,610 SuicideGirls
  • 1,112,987 followers
  • 14,972,409 photos
  • 321,315 followers
  • 61,517,198 comments
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
  • Help
  • About
  • Press
  • LIVE

Legal/Tos | DMCA | Privacy Policy | 18 U.S.C. 2257 Record-Keeping Requirements Compliance Statement | Contact Us | Vendo Payment Support
©SuicideGirls 2001-2025

Press enter to search
Fast Hi-res

Click here to join & see it all...

Crop your photo