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jamber

Santa Cruz, CA

Member Since 2004

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Friday Feb 25, 2005

Feb 24, 2005
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I just woke up.

My mouth hurts. My tounge feels swollen and my thoat is all closed up. Nice. Just what I dont need. I cant afford to get sick.

I had wierd dreams. I drepmt about the first boy I ever loved. I was 12. He was 13. I moved away and never spoke to him again. He died when he was 15 of a heroin overdose. His name was Tyler.

I drepmt that he was just smiling. He was looking at my life, my daughter and he was really amused, in a sweet way. Then he said "nice seeing you" or something and left.

I dont like dreaming about dead people.

surreal -Amber

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