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I start teaching my first Childbirth Ed. series on tuesday. Im looking over my lesson plans and feeling....um.....nauseous. I have worked really hard to get where i am...but damn. Now my knowlege will be REALLY tested. Live, pregnant people. Looking at me to tell them what they need to know it get though this huge, amazing transition.
What if they look at me and think im too young or tattooed or WHATEVER?!Ummmmmm. Nerves.....
I know i can do it! I'm just feeling a bit surreal as i prepare. Wish me luck!
-Amber
I start teaching my first Childbirth Ed. series on tuesday. Im looking over my lesson plans and feeling....um.....nauseous. I have worked really hard to get where i am...but damn. Now my knowlege will be REALLY tested. Live, pregnant people. Looking at me to tell them what they need to know it get though this huge, amazing transition.
What if they look at me and think im too young or tattooed or WHATEVER?!Ummmmmm. Nerves.....
I know i can do it! I'm just feeling a bit surreal as i prepare. Wish me luck!
-Amber
i wish i could take childbirth classes. they have them here at the hospital on base, but i don't trust the hospital or the staff so i refuse to take classes there cause i know they will just make me even more afraid to give birth there. so far my plan is to labor at home as long as i can possibly stand it and if the baby just happens to come to fast and "accidentally" be born at home then hooray for that.
good luck!!!