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vomit.
kail:
Welcome back honey! I'm glad you made it back safely. Get some rest. Here's a kiss! kiss
indecisive:
Welcome back! Welcome back! Welcome back!?!
Can't wait to read up on your trip. I have the next 3 days off, but I'm terribly out of gas, at least for today... So call me sometime.
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tartpop:
so, i'm thinking about becoming a childbirth educator...or a doula....or maybe a consultant for Natural Family Boutique....but anyways-

what did you have to do to become a childbirth ed. teacher?? and to be a doula?? i looked at the DONA site, but it was kind of confusing and overwhelming.
kail:
Sorry to hear about your troubles. Maybe we can run away together. wink
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I

Am


So


Sore.

It will pass, and I will be buff. Yes....that is what will happen. whatever

Taught tonight. What a great group. I just love them. They are all so motivated and curiuos, and its only class 2! I *hope* I get a few Doula clients out of this series blush.

Going out of town this weekend. Taking a labor support course with my...
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squidbizkit:
He sounds kissable!
monsterbaby:
Sometimes, boys can do the lamest things for money/bets.
Well at least he did not lose, it just reminds me how my boy had to confess to me he lost twenty dollars and that was grocery money.
gggggggrrrrrr mad
Anyways, Have fun this weekend.
take care
I'm going to miss your updates frown
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What an eventful day!

-Got my IUD pulled. Felt better *instantly*. It was so wierd! It was a like something wrong had been righted in my body. I put myself on the pill though, which sucks because its hormonal, but damn. I just couldnt keep that thingy in my uterus anymore.

-Worked at the site and actually felt productive. I cut it short though. It...
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squidbizkit:
yeah sweetie. I want to buy a farm and get emus and ipalcas and colorful roosters and goats and ostriches and train spider monkeys to make me umbrella drinks.
kail:
Wow. What a day you had.

I'll be checking in periodically for now, but, I'm super busy. Have a great weekend! smile
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What a strange thing.

Went for a walk in the evening with my dog Clarice. I took a long trail, just as dusk was setting in on this cloudy day. I took the walk slowly, observing the canopy of trees above me, feeling all the differnt leaves and flowers. It started to rain. I kept walking, and walking. I came to a dirt road with...
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kail:
The only this missing was making love in the rain. Yummy! kiss

Thanks for your sympathy. I hope this situation is resolved soon.
silverfoxgirl:
Nice to meet you too!!!
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Happy Mothers day to me!

Had a pretty good day. Highlight: Olivia's little pigtails and her baby chuck taylors, meeting yourbitch face to face for the first time. What a cuite pie! I cant wait to see her agiain blush

Just made myself a little mix CD.

Playlist:

Take the Skinheads Bowling- Camper Van Beethoven
California Uber Alles- Dead Kennedys
Sweet Love Hangover- Love and Rockets...
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silverfoxgirl:
I could use some friends up here closer to my age... wait look your a perfect canidate for that. smile
kail:
Glad you had a great day! smile
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I'm back ya'll....thanks to a certain wonderful someone wink

Thank you again kiss
indecisive:
Aww, welcome back, I hadn't seen that you were grayed out! I was kind of gone for a day or two.

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY.
I hope everything today revolves around you, and little Liv, and your wonderous husband. I want to call you, but I've seemed to misplace your number. I kept it on my caller ID, but my room mate accidentally erased it. frown

Again, Happy Mother's Day, and I'm glad you're not gone!
kail:
Happy Mother's Day! You are wonderful dear! love love love
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eeeeeeekkkkk eeek

Im nervous in me belly!

Wish me luck at my meeting?

-Amber
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indecisive:
Good luck, good luck, good luck, good luck, good luck!
kail:
I hope your meeting this evening went well.

Thanks for the birthday wish. Wow, Urkel all for me. I am not worthy! I am not worthy! wink

Have a great weekend! kiss
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Oh Lord whatever .

Not making a complaint until I am sure I have something to complain about. A meeting tomarrow @ 5pm will tell......
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indecisive:
Good luck.
If things go well tomorrow, do you want to see if maybe we can find a way to hang out Thursday? Kind of short notice, but ehh. Hehe
indecisive:
Yes'm. I'll be home tomorrow, and today, for that matter. Gimme a call when you're availabel. I should be getting my check in either tomorrow or something, but it shouldn't be able to cash till Friday, we'll see. If your car doesn't go well, maybe me and Sidra Deedles can come see you guys.
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Sweet.

Josh swept me away this afternoon. He took me to a great Italian resturaunt in Bremerton ( yourbitch- I thought of you while we were there! We so need to get together!). We ate until we thought we would burst and talked about our future, which I am beginning to think might be brighter than I had previously thought. We agreed on names...
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indecisive:
Aww, if you guys hadn't been having a great couple's time, I would have wanted you to call me. I'm so weird, and craving socialness that doesn't include the people I already hang out with.
kail:
I'm so glad to hear things are going well. Discussing your future together is good. It gives you something to move toward. smile
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I see hope.

Josh and I went to a couples workshop. He was resistant at first (okay, so I tricked him into it) but I think he dug it. It was basically group therapy, with 7 couples. We all did exercices and problem solving, focusing on strengthening comunication and intamacy. During one exercise I cried when I related to Josh how I felt neglected and...
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kail:
I am so happy to hear that. They say communication is the key to a happy marriage. Most people will try if they have an opportunity. Keep working at it.

Yes, you do need to get out together more. There is usually a lot of tension in a home because it is so emotionally charged. Take any opportunity to get away together and do something fun. Take a day trip hiking or a romantic weekend getaway. It helps! smile
indecisive:
biggrinbiggrinbiggrinbiggrinbiggrinbiggrinbiggrinbiggrinbiggrinbiggrinbiggrinbiggrinbiggrinbiggrin

Uhm, I don't know what this week's schedule looks like, but Friday I get a nice paycheck, so we should do something on the weekend. We should take the girls someplace nice. I'm anxious, though! Hehe
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Have you ever heard Dynamite Hack's version of Boyz in tha hood?

Hehehehehehehehhe.

I am feeling better after last nights update. I stayed up late and did a lot of thinking. I didnt come to any conclusions about ANYTHING, but I did find some peace. I trust myself so much to do the right thing (or the thing that is right for me rather)...and is...
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kail:
Well, I'm glad you had a sense of humor about my comment. It just seemed ripe for a joke. I am glad the weaning has begun. smile

I am sorry to hear about your relationship woes. I think your behavior is normal. This happens in a lot of relationships. You asked how long a person can go without love. 12 years to be exact. And, that is why I am at a crossroads. So, I empathize with you. I wish I had something more profound to say. You are beautiful and interesting. Unfortunately, the passage of time, individual growth, living together and children all create barriers to ongoing love. Consider marriage counseling or some other form of therapy to work through your issues. There is something to be said for an intact family where children are concerned. But, you deserve to have your needs met. smile
squidbizkit:
jamber baby... i wouldnt stress about it at all - you both have been under a lot of change lately...... puts a lot of pressure on a guy realizing... "WOOO--> I just wanted to be cute and cuddly, now I got to feed a family and not feck it up!"

- stay tuned for the next episode of dr squid.....

oh my... im sad now.