jakeypooh

Here's my real update.

go HERE(and by here, i mean at the bottom of my journal...) and do an offer (I chose the free 30 day trial of aol, because as long as you discontinute it before 30 days, you aren't charged) and if i get 5 people, i get an ipod.

Be a pal. I'll give you my standard deal - a dollar and oral sex.


So there, because i need people to enter, because i really want a fucking ipod.

anywho, here's an update

I'm going through some fucked up stuff.

My brother just lost his child to an unexplained birthing difficulty.

I"m really sad, but i wish there was some way i could feel jon's pain and share it, because my brother deserves nothing but the best in life.

During this tragedy, my father proved himself to be the heartless prick that he is, and i really don't think i'll ever speak to him again. If the man can't even feel bad for his son when he's lost a child without turning it into a pityfest for himself, then i'm just out. fucking out.

nothing i've ever experienced as far as pain goes gets close to losing a son. god forbid that ever happens. and if it does, hopefully my father feels some fucking compassion for me. because he didn't for jon.

sorry, all this just really really really bothered/disturbed me to no end, so this is what you end up hearing.

Anyway, i think my brother and his wife are dealing with it in a healthy way, as best as could be expected. I'll keep them in my prayers, and i thank you for your thoughts....i just wish all of jons family could support him at this time, and unfortunatly, this isn't the case.

Anywho.

In more trivial events...

I've been seeing this redhead who i've had a mega-crush on for about 3 years now, who now unexplicibally lives like 45 seconds away from me. I like her a whole lot...
but...
i cannot read girls. I'm just not good at it.

She is gorgeous and cool as hell, and we have a good time...
but the same thing that happens everytime is happening again

i like the girl more than she likes me...
so we'll see...

Whatever. She'll never be as cool or as hot as Adalynn...so what's the point?

Anyway, fucking do the ipod deal thing, because i wanna listen to the Architects when i'm at work. Other than that, stay healthy, stay happy, and stay abstinent.[ (HERE's that link i want you to go to...)

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