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Yeah, Im back! My membership expired last month, and I have had an even more extraordinarily difficult time getting my student loan refund than usual, so I had no money to pay rent, much less dish out $50 for a web site membership (regardless of how great a deal SG.com offers). Nevertheless, I was thrilled to see that I could re-join the sight and not...
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studentochaos:
Thanks for the spider explanation. I am in Michigan at the moment so I think we are facing the same beast.
Additionally, you are still too old to be my brother, Shane MacGowan or otherwise.
I feel like explaining the meds comment I made. I am the only member of my ENTIRE family that is not seriously disturbed. Seeeing family deal with that stuff left me as a sympathizer for those who have to take them. However, I take it too far and won't even take aspirin. Eh
lorelei:
Hey there Jake! Sorry it took me awhile to respond..haven't been on here as much lately, I've spent hours just now just catching up with my journal friends.
The thing in Pittsburgh I was talking about in my journal was an sg halloween party. The burlesque tour doesn't start until january I think.. Are you going to see it at any of its stops?
I'm not sure what this tent is you keep referring to though! Oh, perhaps I mentioned that we ate at a restaurant that had a tent set up on an outdoor patio for us, because we had such a large group.
Funny that you had a dream about me! I had a dream about another SG last night.. but one that I've never met or even talked to here before! Isn't that odd? I would guess though, that the dream you had about me just symbolizes some kind of fear you have of women that they will all be predisposed against you.. or something.. Or perhaps not..
But either way... I did enjoy your complex dream analyses. I try to analyze dreams now and then, but if I can't determine the gist of it from my initial first impression, I don't spend too much time thinking about it. smile
But, as I was implying, it is pretty strange to have dreams about people you've never met. You're the second person on SG, who has never met me, to tell me you've dreamt about me. And the other person had hardly talked to me before! Is this unique to the internet age I wonder? Nah... probably not.
Congrats on your first paying design job. I'm glad to hear you are happy (or at least you were when you wrote that entry!)
As for your ex-wife, I think it is time to move on. Accept what will not ever be again and find something new to take its place.
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I havent logged on to SG for a while and it looks like Ive been missing out. New sets from Scarlett and Rose, and even a first from Loreleis friend Lucia. Everytime I go away for a while, they start posting some really great sets.

Ive had no choice but to nearly kill myself working. Summer quarter ended Friday and I still...
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lorelei:
If God exists, tell him to come find me ... and I'll kick his ass!

lol, that made my morning... smile
and i enjoyed reading your other posts in that thread too.
When making a pledge to the good ole' USA, one endorses, either actively or passively, the violence the state must use to maintain itself.
-very good point.

lucia's set was wonderful wasn't it? (and you should see her in person....yowwza!)... yes you're right, it was photographed by her lover. we are indeed 'kept in the dark' about when we're going up.. but i guess that adds to the excitement. i wouldn't want to know exactly when i am going up...i only hope it won't take much longer!

"misandrist"... thank you, i never knew the word for the opposite of mysogynist. i think i know how you feel though, a couple of my guy friends are the same way - make nice gestures in the efforts to become friends with a girl, but the girls usually interpret it as a come-on. sometimes you really can't blame them. i blame the guys that have in the past made them become that defensive..
that being said, i myself rarely say no to a free drink... smile

i can't believe you actually got gummo! i know how disturbing it is... i had trouble getting through the whole thing. retards, gay rabbit harrassment... it's a little much. still, i would probably watch it again.. its like that 'car crash' cliche.
too bad to know that The Van is out of print.. maybe i can find it on ebay or something. hurray for fish and chips! welll...just the chips for me of course, being an herbivore. chips with vinegar... occasionally even curry sauce. not that you can get that here.

don't worry about taking a while to reply...as you can see i do the same sometimes.
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After this long, hard day, I intended to jump into a hot bath and then crawl straight into bed. However, stupid me, I started poking around this site. I read Scarlett's journal for, like, the second time ever, and, wham, I get hit with an emotional conundrum that can only be resolved with some writing.

What one feels about the tragedies of lesser friends and...
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scarlett:
thank you for reading my journal, and sorry it brought up so many emotions... usually i just write about drugs or pointless things .... but i had a really serious kind of a day....
i hope you are doing well..... nice to meet you on here
xoxoxox
lorelei:
the story of your friend is a sad one.. life is indeed cruel and sometimes you feel helpless trying to make sense of anything at all. it's chaotic.. and the only sense i can make out of it is that it's just a cycle of beginnings and endings and rebirths. figuratively and literally.. friendships and loves, family, etc.. without the emotional gains and losses balancing each other out.. perhaps life would be simpler, but we wouldn't learn much. i don't know.

on a lighter note, referring to your memories of cleveland, yes, during the past couple years i've learned to appreciate this city more for what it is. there is more here than meets the eye i think.

Schiz'd out in Ireland.... must have been the weather.
or maybe the flagons of cider..
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After this long, hard day, I intended to jump into a hot bath and then crawl straight into bed. However, stupid me, I started poking around this site. I read Scarlett's journal for, like, the second time ever, and, wham, I get hit with an emotional conundrum that can only be resolved with some writing.

What one feels about the tragedies of lesser friends and...
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I am a bit hot and bothered because I just got done looking through Katie & Sirens new shoot Heaven. love Eh hem Anyway, I really like Katies sets. Her Get Dark set must be my favorite on the sight. How can you resist a woman ripping her heart out for the camera?

When I first filled out my profile, I think it must...
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lorelei:
hey, the pogues are the only band you need in your 'fav bands' list! biggrin

yep, lived in ireland half a year, got a temp work permit even though i ended up working as a counter girl in a very shady chinese takeaway that never asked for any type of legal docs, and paid in cash at the end of the night. haha. it was hard to find a *real* job.
i would love to go back, but only for vacation this time.. i got really depressed for awhile when i was living there because some things weren't working out.

oh yeah, understanding people was no problem, save for the drunk old men at the bus station trying to get me to share their can of cider with them. biggrin

re: roddy doyle books/films.
you've never read him? the books are so much better! (as usual). especially if you've been to ireland.. it's easier to appreciate the dialogue and humor. i've seen the snapper, and the commitments of course. i want to see the van but the library doesn't seem to have it.


hmm..where is "little israel"? i'm not that familiar with the eastside. (don't think i want to be either! heh)
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A tree fell on my house last night! eeek

I was working in my office when I heard a big crash. I had assumed it was my cat dumping over the garbage can or knocking something else over. No big deal. I finished up what I was doing, and then went out to find out what he had gotten into. I looked around, but nothing was...
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lorelei:
hey, i AM going to respond to your comments, but i like to take the time to give them the response they are worthy of, and work is INSANE right now (that's where I get to use the internet). so, don't fear... i will talk to you about pink floyd and the pogues very soon. hahaha. i'm sorry to hear about your kitty!! frown and your tree.
lorelei:
Did you have an enjoyable weekend?
Mine was anticlimatic, as usual. I did make about 60 bucks at my garage sale though, can't complain about that.
hmm.. your description of autumn does sound appealing.. and i do love thanksgiving stuffing! however i'm afraid the feeling of plunging towards darkness will always depress me a little. not to mention the dreaded winter electric bills. smile I'm just a summer girl! I love tank tops and flip flops and short-shorts. Swimming and running and lemonade and ice tea..

Sorry that link didn't work. I guess you can't access it that way, you have to actually go to the page and click the link there. That's dumb... Anyway if you want to check out some pictures of them, go to http://www15.brinkster.com/kgregory
the live pictures are at the bottom - I think the one I was going to show you is the very last.

I know what you mean about new-band skepticism.. Everything good's been mostly done before.. and most of the time I'm too lazy to seek out new bands, and sift through them for something that's actually good. I just stick to the tried and true, with some exceptions.

I have read about half of Behan's 'Borstal Boy', but I think my "Jaysis"s mostly come from watching episodes of Father Ted, reading Roddy Doyle novels, and living in Ireland for about 7 months. smile

ugh..back to work.
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Im sitting here listening to The Pogues CD I got up in St. Johns, NF. <B>Streams of Whiskey</B> is what its called, and it is recorded live in Switzerland, 91. The sound quality is only marginally above bootleg. Actually, that is unfair the only problem with it is that the volume keeps changing. This is only a problem because it is 3 oclock in the...
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lorelei:
Oh wow, a fellow Ohioan! Maybe you WILL make it to one of those shows. smile I was thinking UK because of the kettle-speak. Heh. I don't even know that many Americans that even drink tea!
I myself, am a lover of tea as well.

Actually, I think I found your profile by doing a search for members using the keyword "pogues"... (pogues this, pogues that!) And then when I saw your Shaney Mac profile pic I had to comment!

no, robinbanks plays the fiddle & tinwhistle in the band. and i have no idea where he got that username! i'll have to ask him.. here is a picture that will illustrate what i said about doug: http://www15.brinkster.com/kgregory/smDCP_0621.jpg
bad teeth to boot, though you can't tell in that picture of course. smile

no, i don't have "acid teeth". (haha, that sounds funny... "i don't have acid teeth!") if you think it's good i would be interested in hearing it, or a few songs.

'charting moods' sounds like a bunch of ka-ka to me! but i have a general distrust for physicians of all types..

do you have any sites you've done that you'd be proud to show me?

36-48 hour day?? JAYSIS!
robinbanks:
First of all, I'm sure you'll be happy to learn that we are including about five songs from Spider's solo career.. in the middle of the set, with a stripped down band. Should be cool.. AND it may be the only opportunity to see him play these songs live, judging by the luck he has with maintaining a band. Also, it should be a good opportunity to meet him too, if you're interested.

I saw the re-united Pogues last year at the London Fleadh Festival (Joe Strummer was on the bill too). I had the opportunity to watch from the side of the stage and drink with Shane afterwards... one of the more interesting experiences of my life thus far. Although I was sitting at a small table with him and four other people all evening, I didn't have much a conversation with him, partially because he was so out of his mind from the various substances pummeling through his veins, and partially because I didn't have much else to say besides, "wow.. you're the best songwriter ever.." He knows that and doesn't need to hear it from another fan. Nonetheless, it was cool just being there.

As far as my attack goes.. yeah, I agree with you that we are constantly pumped full of fear and this irrational fear serves a purpose. Speaking personally, I was a bit frightened to be outside of my house these past few nights but this fear has quickly subsided. I'm glad for that. I have too many other issues on my mind to worry if I'll be a victim of some random thug in the future..

What else?? oh yeah.. my opinion on the Cincinnatti riots. First of all, it's my opinion that violence of any kind is unjustified except in cases of pure self-defense and unless all other means of resolving a particular issue have been spent.. With that said, I still *understand* why a black guy in the middle of a race riot would shoot a gun at a white guy. It's not an effective or justified way to resolve a problem, but I realize that "humans are humans" and, as such, they have breaking points. And, if you treat a group of people like complete shit for long enough, it's a reasonable prediction that violence will erupt. I don't care what some people may say, violence is a part of our nature as humans and we need to understand that chronically bad social conditions will inevitably bring out that violent side of our nature.

Geez... wasting way too much time here at work. I'll send you a few MP3s of "The Boys.."

Later,
"robinbanks"

[Edited on Aug 27, 2003]
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I think I may be forcing myself to write, maybe because I think I need to get something concrete done, or maybe to escape doing something concrete. I just got back from my trip to Newfoundland well, actually, I got back over a week ago, but I am just now getting rested up from a week of chucking tree trunks off the trail we were...
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pucabul:
They were were written by a 'beat writer' known as Richard Brautigan. His most well known work was the novel In Watermelon Sugar. They book they're from is called The Pill vs The Springhill Mine Disaster and they were parts one and three of The Galilee Hitch-hiker.
lorelei:
And not just a member, but an SG in limbo! =)
the Pogues are my #1.. some guys I know are in a Pogues cover band -The Boys from the County Hell-and they are SO good. I'm currently working on their website.

That little ditty is some old obscure country song - See the film Gummo (if you aren't easily disturbed!) and you'll hear it in the opening bits. And I've always wondered where there is a guinea pig that says "paderack". smile

Never heard of the Brave Little Tailor! But I like the sound of it.. wink
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"O Freunde, nicht diese Tone! Sondern lasht uns angenehmere anstimmen und freudenvollere" (O friends, not these sounds! But let us strike up more pleasant sounds and more joyful!)!

Nerri (my kitty) cocks his ears left and right in disapproval and shakes his head. No, does the leader of the Nebari feline resistance think the composer of revolutionary enlightenment so foul? Can he not see the...
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Here's an excerpt from my blog - Marley Bone Coach:

"I thought one wasn't supposed to be able to experience pain in one's dreams, that one would awake just before the feeling the pain. I am not referring to emotional pain, or some other abstract, affective pain, but rather to full-on physical pain. For myself anyway, I have just proven that theory to be...
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