jake1209

Wow, not feeling good today at all. Totally bummed, a little hungover, tired, and just about flat broke. Not a good combo. I yearn for some stability in my life, and I guess I'm the only one who can make it happen! I think I need to plan out little daily steps to make a dent in the immense list of things that stress me...
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Okay, made it through the weekend almost unscathed. Only casualty, my cell phone. Let's just say it got water damaged and leave it at that.

I did run into a old friend from high school, actually his whole family (sister and brother--both of whom are now married). He was there with his girlfriend, so I played the 7th wheel role. Still was a lot of...
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Off to the beach this weekend. Can't wait, should be a fun time. Lot's of good friends, lot's of booze, and not a lot of clothing. Always a good combo!

We'll see what kind of mayhem insues--this outing historically results in at least one bar tossing. So hopefully everyone can keep each other in check and we don't have any run-ins with drunk locals. Again....
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Oh yes, it's about 5000 degrees outside today and it's having it's effect on me. I can't seem to get motivated today. Good thing is it's Thrusday and I feel like going out tonight. What a coincedence! Thursday is the night I always go out! Hope the beers are EXTRA cold tonight to put these flames out.

Had a good meeting with a career counselor...
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Actually had a really good day yesterday and today hasn't been bad at all. I've got some issues at least temporarily resolved with my business partner. This whole entrepreneurial thing has been a lot harder than I reconned (sp?) but hopefully it will be worth it. I know what the next steps are, now it's execution. Admittedly not my forte...

Added an actual picture of...
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I wish this damn bronchitis would leave me alone...can't believe I've been sick for a full week now, but at least I'm through my antibiotics. Now just remember to take one pill in the morning, not three.

Okay time to plan out the full on attack of the living quarters. Where to start? I say...Downstairs. Kitchen and living room. The two most used places for...
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Well, day number five on the old lexapro. Gladly it seems to be taking some effect. I feel good, better than I have in a long time. So much so that my job was actually not like having my teeth pulled today. I really should give this job a fair shake before jumping ship after 90 days. But then again this is just today, and...
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One of the worst things that's compounding my relationship situation is my deression being at an all time high. I finally started new meds yesterday, and I'm hopefull that that is what I need to get me back on track. But along with the depression and anxiety, my work situation falling apart is adding a whole new dimension of stress to my life.

I wish...
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tonight I will get to see my ex for second time in as many months. I'm hoping for the best, and I want her back. I'm worried about being able to look past what happened between us and move forward anew. But her hesitation to get back with me is still a mystery. I want to know the real reason for the infidelity, and see...
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bad day--tired, bored, frustrated. Sums up my days at work for the last couple of months. I hope to find a career that I'm actually happy with. Maybe I shouldn't stray so far from my interests. But really, how many jobs are there in motorcycles, or anything else that I'm into. For that matter, would I want to make a career out of my favorite...
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