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jake1209

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Tuesday Jul 10, 2007

Jul 10, 2007
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Wow, where the fuck have I been???

Relationships come, and relationships go... But never again will I allow myself to become so disconnected from who I am and what I love. Namely my self, my friends, and things I enjoy. SG being one of them.

Good news, I've fallen back in love with myself for the first time in years. And fortunately, and I am VERY fortunate and grateful, I'm happy with where I'm at. I lucked out over the last couple years, did a lot of things I swore I wouldn't, thought a lot of bad thoughts, and treated my self poorly.

Thoughts become actions, and actions are what make us. I'm happy to be actually moving myself in the direction I want to go, and taking full accountability for what I can impact in my life. And damn it all to hell, I deserve better than what I have been giving my self.

Job's great, home is great, friends and family are great, living life from the inside-out instead of the outside-in is great.

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