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Monday Dec 19, 2005

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One thing I'm lacking these days, and it's starting to get on my nerves. Motivation.

I don't know where this is coming from really, I've always been a very motivated person. I've been lazy too, but I've at least gotten things done to my satisfaction in a reasonable time frame. Not so much the case anymore, and it's very frustrating. I wish I could track down why this is lately. I would normally say it's depression or something along those lines, but I really don't feel depressed at all. I'm just tired all the time and not really motivated to get off my ass and get things done. Normal things too, like paying bills, renewing my vehicle registrations, driver's license, etc. Normal day to day stuff!

I hope I shake it soon, been this way for a couple months now. Maybe it's tied into my frustrations with work? Don't know.

I'm able to do things that are fun to me with no problem, but I'm just avoiding physical things and things involving money. Weird.

Anyway, that's what's on the mind today.



pygmalion:
maybe yyou're going through a relatively early life crisis or possibly just realizing that you have always been a lazy person and you have been lying to yourself your entire life? yep thats my thoughts haha
Dec 19, 2005

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