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Monday Oct 31, 2005

Oct 31, 2005
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Okay, time to breath easier. Crisis over.

Got her on a plane and on her way home. What a ride that was... Unreal, but I guess that's the risk associated with meeting someone on the web. We were like oil and water, totally different people. Which I'm willing to realize that and part ways amicably. I guess she wanted something else and had a hard time letting that go.

I had to be a little more asertive than I thought I would have to in order to make it clear that we don't have a relationship, nor will we. And I'm actually a little sad about how everthing went down. Not because of the outcome, but just because I don't like being involved in things that make someone else feel bad.

She was very upset, and cried for hours when I finally told her that enough is enough and it's best if we don't talk anymore once she goes home. It was like a breakup, without the relationship.

I'm very mentally exhausted to say the least, but I'm happy that nothing bad happened.

This whole thing made me feel something very important though. That being that I realized just how happy with myself at this point in my life. How comfortable I am in my own skin and with living alone. Someone is going to have to be very special to be a part of that.

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Good for you, honey! Same thing with me, too. After a broken heart I threw myself headfirst into my work, and once I did that, everything else started falling into place, and right now I'm happier than I've ever been.

You are so right - you genuinely have to be comfy in your own skin before you can even begin to think about making someone else happy.

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Oct 31, 2005

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