im seriously thinking of a new tattoo. but im alil scared with my situation at work to you know spend more money. i think ill just let it sit in my bank account until i feel safe again. im seriously doubting my abilities as a real tech. im thinking maybe welding again. i miss doing that. especially tig. it takes so much talent that i barely tapped into in high school.if only i had a tig welder i could fix my bosses bell housing. his transmission fell of the jack. it wasnt my fault but it looks bad cuz i was the only one there no one to coroberate the story.its only half my fault anyways. i just say that to keep my consciene alil lighter. im begining to hate this town. it like my work closes at 5 so i gotta do shit on the week ends, ie gun shopping. i want to do that stuff after work. but then again im usually dirty and i hate the looks people give. its like im homeless even though im wearing a uniform which screams im employed. i experence it when i got out for lunch or like today when i deposited my PAYCHECK. i had a rough day and my uniform showed it and i got a few stares.its hard being me. i need a few things. better judgement. new tattoos. and a new rifle. you know to start that war.
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and yes, nasal spray is addictive, if you use it too much, it can get to the point where you can't breathe without it. and i don't want that monkey on my back.