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you know i could never be alone forever.

it's too hard to resist when someone offers themself to you.

and so, like the weak soul i am, i accepted her into my bed again.

now i have to deal with the thought that she'll go away again. back to her life down south. and as sad as it makes me feel. i'm relieved that she'll be gone and i can again go back to life of minimal interruptions.

edit: found out she may not leave after all. schade.