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fuck all is going on right now. should check the movie schedule and see something. get me out of the house. only time i left was @ 3 this morning when some sounds outside woke me up. sounded like tapping at a window. wasn't my window though. then sounded like someone walking around so i put some pants and shoes on and went outside to...
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Finally finished the storm drain design I've been fucking with for the past two weeks. I've been asking questions and trying to get as much of my bosses input as possible. He waited until I was ready to submit it before doing a good QC. He said it was to help me learn to be a better designer as I'm supposed to be king whose...
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Holy Crap. I think I've come up with a new disease or something. I've got no fever or cold symptoms, my lymph nodes are slightly tender, and the back of my throat is swollen but not painfully so.

What the fuck is that?

Things going nicely. Going to see Yonder Mountain String Band on Thursday at the Theater Pub here in town. Then sometime this...
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Throat still shitty. Need to go shopping. I sat in a daze on the couch last night and forgot to eat supper. Slept like a rock. Woke up this morning starving. Still haven't gone outside yet. Trying to figure out what I want to accomplish-if anything-today.

Stupid DVD-ROM is on the fritz. Not sure what the problem is. It won't play DVDs or music CDs...
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Meh.

Throat is starting to close up again. Not sure why I'm suddenly having lymph node problems. I took all my antibiotics just like they told me to. I didn't drink. I got lots of sleep.

F-U-D-G-E.

Oh well. I lost 15 lbs. last time I was sick. Maybe that's the way to get thin-stay sick.

Holy crap.

Well, besides being laid out for 10 days from strep throat, everything else is going pretty well.

I know all my fans were sad that i wasn't around, but I'm back now, stronger than ever.

Or so it would seem.

Hilarity ensued and me with it.

you know i could never be alone forever.

it's too hard to resist when someone offers themself to you.

and so, like the weak soul i am, i accepted her into my bed again.

now i have to deal with the thought that she'll go away again. back to her life down south. and as sad as it makes me feel. i'm relieved that she'll...
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i'm tired.

sick and tired.

this week was almost too much.

it's not that the responsibilities are too great, but that i'm sick of having to babysit these people that seemed so competent before. maybe they're over-reaching? hard to say. they all seem to lack the ability to communicate or coordinate what needs to be done. it's getting pretty tiring of having to make sure...
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I'll be your mirror
Reflect what you are, in case you don't know
I'll be the wind, the rain and the sunset
The light on your door to show that you're home

When you think the night has seen your mind
That inside you're twisted and unkind
Let me stand to show that you are blind
Please put down your hands
'Cause I see you...
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What stupidity lurks in the minds of teenagers?

Lots of it, whatever kind it is.

My cousin (foster child to my aunt and uncle) decided that life was too perfect and so stole away with his girlfriend for a weekend of alcohol, drugs and no sex (according to him). He didn't call. He didn't write. So we spent a good part of the weekend worrying,...
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Skyveil,

So do you still peruse this electron highway?
Finding treasures among the wastes?
Stealing moments behind the keyword
Or two or three.
Logging on then Login Off.

Do you still feel passions breath
Like a warm breeze upon your neck?

Do you still squeeze every last
Moment out of every minute?

Do you dance the nights away?
Do you contemplate your day?
Do you...
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