jaimeeka

How many of us have been at the mercy of someone because we liked them so damn much that we didn't care how we were treated in return? What doesn't make sense to me, is in normal situations, I am strong and tough and I really don't take shit. I'm not stupid or blind or clueless to how people work. But the minute you meet someone who breaks down those defenses, you are completely susceptible to hurt. Even though in the beginning you knew it really wasn't suppose to be -- but you ignore it anyway.

That does make me stupid. Wishful thinking that maybe, just maybe, they'll return some sort of emotion.

What's worse, I know whats best for me and I STILL don't care.. I just can't seem to let it go, something keeps pulling me back and I just can't figure out why.

.. I'm torn .. man girls suck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyone have facebook??? add me : jaimee kaiser