jaiman

sweet i found sometime once again....i love when i find random time to do things wuahahah anywho....idk...ever have a time when things just seem to perfect...and you bring your own luck into question...is this really gonna go right or is it going to be all sorts of fucked in the end or well a couple weeks...i suppose the here and now is whats important for me at this pont but i would really like to be sitting in the spot i am in a year or well even years from now but there is never anything to certain in life and well i the only things that are i don't want to think of at this point......only for the fact i'm young i risk my life everyday i don't need to be reminded that i will die at some point...but its a part of life and must happen for life to continue.....anywho lets see how this whole friendboi and friendgirl things works out for me and this girl and well hopefully it will go to be the normal way soon....
i suppose i would have to explain the whole thing for people to understand...i work with this girl and have had feelings for her for awhile. well it goes both ways. and we've had our things and such and our arguements but still always came back to each other and well now we're to the point where its becoming something and spendng time with each others family and friends...she just a little unsure of what she wants at this point so she reversed it to please us both i suppose would be the way to put it....and it just seems all to perfect now...so its a little questionable in my mind although i know i should think twice thats what could mess it all up for me we'll have to see what happens....