jaiman

man this whol no computer biz sucks

anyone ever have so much weigh your mind that you just can't think right and feel disordant and can't tell up from down. should i go or should i stay and hope for the best....chances and risk are a skill of mine and normally i go from them and come out on top...at the same time i've came out on the losing end...and well with this one there is no physical injury i am worried about...just the mental and emotional one....last time i felt anything like this, it ended bad....i am putting alot on the line for this one...if i risk it...and well really don't know if i should but how often will something like an almost perfect girl come along...not perfect like the model class girl, with what most guys dream of...but the one that loves fast cars, understands what all my money goes to...the one that is more then willing to get a little dirty working on the car with me...then one who when we hit trip' digits in a car or on the motorcycle gets a gleam in her eye like this is OUR PLACE...not a physical place but a feeling that seems to bring you together...after that explantion of my perfect girl i'm still not sure do i stay or do i go




and boys and girls ...once i get a computer i have like 2 suicide boy sets i wanna post!