jaiman

Well right when you think things are looking up shit all falls about karma is a bitch and the worst part of it, is that i deserve it all. I think its going to be awhile before everything gets right in my life now, and who knows everything could fall apart competely by then..i suppose i have no real reason to bitch about whats going on most of its getting fixed but those are the things that have monetary value to bad in life most things don't have that kind of value. Money is easy enough to get, just gotta work a certain amount of time and you get what you want, i guess the my point being...things you want with monetary value theres a simple equation for...(Amount of work * amount you make) - things you need = things you want...so in all reality there should be such an equation for the rest of things in life......well after thinking about this, all i can come up with is......(deeds * good) - (deeds * bad) = your karma, well this never seems to work....really i do bad things but not all the much i think about this or that so should thoughts be added in with the bad, i mean if so the whole world would be fucked. and how is it that i'm a single person with not much and don't do much i try to make sure i do everything right in my life. I'm not perfect for anything but atleast i am more good then bad, but how is it billionaires that fuck people over for a living have non such problems is it cuz they found away to make money fix all their problems? so again should money be added into this so in that case heres my final (deeds * good) - ((deeds * bad) + bad thoughts) + monetary value = karma(or happiness) what sense does this all make i suppose none but if you think about it, there really has to be something in all this that makes sense that is if you believe in karma