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jagman25

Portland, Oregon

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Tuesday Apr 04, 2006

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I am sitting at my computer still at 1 in the freaking morning. I have already taken my Sleeping pill, like 2 hours ago. But I am in the mood to write. So here is what I have so far.

Here I am doped up on Ambien

Fighting the impending sleep that's creeping in.

It's the only way I crash these days,

I think Alcohol has met it's match.



Red Bull and Vodka, how I got my buzz

Six tall glasses and I've had enough

but by that time I've had 18 shots

My only drink, Red Bull and Vodka. I like it lots.



I can't focus on the screen in front of me.

But I like this feeling, like everything is happening but I experience it seconds after it's over and gone.

When I was underage, I would still get fucked up. I would pop a couple of sinus pills and then down a couple Red Bulls. It made me feel like this. But everytime I would yawn, I would shiver all over. And I yawn alot. I liked that feeling and would have to piss less.

At this point, my favorite bartender would put a shirlie temple on the bar in front of me, and I would drink it. Its full of sugary syrupy goodness that perks you right up. Of course, I would pop a few more sinus pills with it, just to counter the effect. I want to be mellow but alert and active, all at the same time. And this was before I was 21 and couldn't add Alcohol into the picuture. Which changes everything.

Alcohol makes the party great. But not just any alcohol...no no. You need vodka. and not just any vodka, Grey Goose does it for me. But Vodka its self isn't the only ingrediant to this mad libbed drink. You can add many drinks to fit the blank. there are Red Bull, Orange Juice, 7up, peach schnapps, Kaluah and milk...lots of drinks. Makes me want to break out the vodka in the freezer and the orange juice in my fridge. But alas, I can't, because of the pill I took that will make me sleep good. Just as soon as I decide to get off the computer and into my bed. I don't think I am ready to do that yet. Maybe now...

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