I do think I just realized why I want a relationship so bad. It might have something to do with the fact I didn't get to give my full affection to my mother as a child. Right as I was starting to hang onto her like any son would. She left when I was 4 so my whole life I've been waiting on the right caring woman who I can really be affectionate with. I wouldn't really know though since I never got a real chance at a relationship since high school. I still hope I'll find that lady in my dreams.
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picarethais:
I gave up
jager1029:
I hear you! @picarethais im just trying me now, fix what I can fix and acknowledge whats broken and come to terms with it. I can't say I give up and be honest because I would enjoy nothing more than a true relationship