So I ended up starting a conversation with this girl I used to like until she dated someone else we stopped talking this dude used her then left. She then got upset and anger banged anyone around and ended up catching herpes. Shitty I know. So I try to start up a friendship again and she tells me she is coming to the area and wants me to bang her and all this. Now for many years I wanted this girl many ways. But I am thankfully clean in the std dept. So I can't willingly abject myself to such problems. So I say no that's not a good idea. So now im a jerk for even starting to talk to her again. I can't win. She can't see things from my side and I understand that but I won't be moved to change. Unless I got that shit on my own someplace else there is just no way.( I didn't say that to her though no need to put ideas in someone's head. Fuck all that) so its whatever. I once again have no females to chat with :[ oh well
So I'm still thinking about moving back near Arizona maybe Texas maybe Colorado who knows. It will be about 6 months before I pay off my credit card and three months till my drivers license is returned. So opinions will be assessed in due time