Well, as usual, my emotions have been flying from one end of the scale to the other.
Women seem to be playing a big part in my life. Some make me smile, some make me want to die, some make me feel glad i'm still alive, some seem to enjoy watching me fall to pieces because in some strange way, i still have feelings for them.
Sunday was one of those days that was supposed to be a highlight in my year. a gathering of some of the most spectacular cars and people in the uk, good weather, better scenery, and a good time had by all. instead, it's was rainy, cold and dull. i had a lousy time with bugger all sleep all weekend, and to top it off, my ex paraded my replacement under my nose with a smile on her face.
now i know that i've had enough of the uk. canada here i come. wonder how difficult it is to get a visa? wonder if i'll find a job, a place to live, someone to share my life with perhaps.............
Too many bad things happen in this world to good people. am i the only one that see's this? am i the only one that cares? am i the only one that stops to listen to whats happening around them? do people really just ignore the world around them, plead ignorance, shut there eyes and hope it'll all be gone when they open them again, like it had nothing to do with them.
cancer kills. cancer takes away some of the best people to have lived. damn whoever or whatever created such a threat to so many.
final thought:
So many dreams come and go, perhaps one may come true. maybe if i just close my eyes, lay back, and dream, maybe, just maybe, who knows....................
Women seem to be playing a big part in my life. Some make me smile, some make me want to die, some make me feel glad i'm still alive, some seem to enjoy watching me fall to pieces because in some strange way, i still have feelings for them.
Sunday was one of those days that was supposed to be a highlight in my year. a gathering of some of the most spectacular cars and people in the uk, good weather, better scenery, and a good time had by all. instead, it's was rainy, cold and dull. i had a lousy time with bugger all sleep all weekend, and to top it off, my ex paraded my replacement under my nose with a smile on her face.
now i know that i've had enough of the uk. canada here i come. wonder how difficult it is to get a visa? wonder if i'll find a job, a place to live, someone to share my life with perhaps.............
Too many bad things happen in this world to good people. am i the only one that see's this? am i the only one that cares? am i the only one that stops to listen to whats happening around them? do people really just ignore the world around them, plead ignorance, shut there eyes and hope it'll all be gone when they open them again, like it had nothing to do with them.
cancer kills. cancer takes away some of the best people to have lived. damn whoever or whatever created such a threat to so many.
final thought:
So many dreams come and go, perhaps one may come true. maybe if i just close my eyes, lay back, and dream, maybe, just maybe, who knows....................