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why is it, just when you think things are starting to look up, something happens that makes you want to just curl up and die?

I'm reliably informed by one of the few people i can still call a friend, that i never used to be like this. i was the calm, laid back, sensitive, quiet and slightly shy one. apparently i've turned into the blithering, suicidal, emotional reck?!? gee.........thanks........i guess?!?!?!?!?!?!

what else are friends for huh?

well........it's 2:40a.m. uk time and i've got to be up for work in less than 4 hours. i've had a shitty night out with the gurl i thought might help turn my life around, a guy that claims he's my friend (then turns round and starts trying to get it on with the previously mentioned gurl even tho he knows how i feel) and now, to add insult to shittery..................i'm not even feckin tired!!!!!!!!!

i wonder how many pint glasses i can fill with the contents of my veins? actually, scratch that............i can't be arsed.......it'd mean huntin for a vaguely sharp knife, a collection of pint glasses, etc...........................

oh the random shit that floats in my mind

do you think i'm nuts?

answers in a sarcastic and witty response please!