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Is nothing in life simple?

i guess not.

i'm still lost, within myself, kicking, screaming, trying to find a part of me that doesn't miss that one special someone...........

Why do i still feel like this?

is this what love really is? a hollow empty pit within our very being?

some days i just drive along the road, hand on throttle, thinking, what if...............what if a truck pulled out in front of my bike? would i be missed? would i care? would anyone care?

yes.......today is one of those days..............just when i thought i was pulling back into one semi-solid, vaguely happy being...............my brain played a cruel trick and shattered me back into the millions of fragments of shit that is my life...................................................................................................................................................

oh well.............life goes on....................or does it?