Waiting Rules
I wont rush
I will start to trust
I will wait and wait and wait
I wont remember that look and kiss
I wont try to live in that memory
That mouth... I swallowed
it filled me up
I will not waste my thoughts
It seemed so much
I thought...god I thought
and dreamed and wanted and wished
Trust thats what it takes...
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I wont rush
I will start to trust
I will wait and wait and wait
I wont remember that look and kiss
I wont try to live in that memory
That mouth... I swallowed
it filled me up
I will not waste my thoughts
It seemed so much
I thought...god I thought
and dreamed and wanted and wished
Trust thats what it takes...
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ikonoklast:
i think you need a good mustache ride, let me grow one in real quick. ill even throw in some chest hair for free!
egg:
Why thank you so much for the compliment! I'm soo adding you as a friend...but not just because you like my lips. I happen to like your poetry, like this piece right here...I'm an English major, but I won't go into critic mode. I just like it. Write more, and if you want to, maybe you could help me put out the SG poetry book/CD/whatever it ends up being.
I don't know anything
People ask me "what is going on?" people ask me "What do you think?" they want to know. So do I. I want to understand the thoughts that are scattered through my head. I AM SO CONFUSED!! So much so that I try everything not to think. Who cares that I confuse people they can run away.. Hey, RUN! I would...
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People ask me "what is going on?" people ask me "What do you think?" they want to know. So do I. I want to understand the thoughts that are scattered through my head. I AM SO CONFUSED!! So much so that I try everything not to think. Who cares that I confuse people they can run away.. Hey, RUN! I would...
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toniccereal:
ife can suck, in fact it does, but to overcome the preasure of it, will become what you dream, pure joy. The emotion that you may feel is better then nothing, the joys of crying. It can feel great. I love to like shit sometimes. when you want to feel better, do something that makes you feel good. write poetry, paint, do what i do and take pictures, black and white photography can make you feel great. But never let your pain go, it only lets you know how good it can get. love and live.
Peace. -- TonicCereal
Peace. -- TonicCereal
lesleyslenning:
{{{hugs}}} 
I put up a few pics of LA. I will tell you about my trip later.
diversenine:
righthoues(wish this thing had spell check)..........I like venice, venice is rad. nice pics. I got alot pics, I wish my scanner worked.......
lesleyslenning:
hey gorgeous
ok since you put up some pics i won't be mad at you for not coming to tucson
glad you had fun, i love venice beach!
ok since you put up some pics i won't be mad at you for not coming to tucson
glad you had fun, i love venice beach!
I am in LA with Kenzie!!! We will be here until Friday so if anyone knows of any good stuff let me know!! 
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ikonoklast:
go to pinks hot dog stand. its yummy. and pick up some black tranny prostitutes. they are the best!
lesleyslenning:
pouting because you're not in tucson
I am in LA with Kenzie!!! We will be here until Friday so if anyone knows of any good stuff let me know!!
Suddenly it all happened ...so suddenly. the phone rang, I heard his voice and all the wonder started to slip away. The mystery, not so anymore. I don't wonder ,I do care. How could a moment change the rest of all of my moments to come. One second changed my mind. One breath changed the course and time. I thought I knew that I didn't...
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ikonoklast:
smells like penis to me
vim:
i hate how the sound of a voice can have such power to weaken.....like kryptonite or somethin'.
I am torn today and left somewhere between my idealistic views and reality. I believe it is possible to find someone that inspires my creative flow, my deep thoughts, and brings out my hardest laughter. I believe I can find all of these qualities in someone beautiful and sexual , someone that I truly connect with physically and emotionally. What I am unsure of is...
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lesleyslenning:
where have you been?
inara:
BBQ at our house tonight!
Check SGAZ for details
Check SGAZ for details
Nothing spectacular,nothing extraordinary, nothing horrible, morbid or even interesting is happening today that is any different than any other day. I have lost two sets of car keys in my house, I am stranded in my home. Hopefully this locksmith I called will show up today. I talked to him yesterday.He is unprofessional which benefits me, he is willing to make me a new key...
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unclepussy:
love your new pics!
love your new piercings!
dammit i just love everything about you!
love your new piercings!
dammit i just love everything about you!
ms:
You had better make it out on the 18th. Dinner and karaoke. What the fuck could be better? Yah sukka!!
MMM I just got both nipples and my navel pierced tonight! Yikes! I will post pics in the am! 
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jaroth001:
WOW, Just saw the pics of your new piercings and WOW!!!!!! I wish mine looked that good while I had them. I guess it has something to do with the fact that all women look better with them than men well at least the hairy men.
Altogether I think you look GREAT!!
Altogether I think you look GREAT!!
lesleyslenning:
so I was feeling all down because I got my wisdom tooth pulled and I am in pain. Then I saw your new piercing's and suddenly I felt better I must say
I must say Without affection people can die. It is supposedly as important in raising children as it is to provide them food, clothes, education and shelter. So why as adults do people pretend it isn't needed or wanted? People will get it somehow, or somewhere. They will fill up the emptiness , just don't deny the human need and desire of it all. Don't be ashamed, it...
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cornelius:
without affection people can die, but theres always an alternative. everybody wants to be wanted, sometime. i live without affection every single day. theres the neighborly familial love, and the gleam in my mothers eye a thousand miles away, but i never get the emotional contact that i so often crave. im at the point now where i count on not getting it, junkie sick cold turkey. ive learned to replace the pangs i feel with chemicals and shiny things. being prepared for disappointment is the key to serenity.
i tend to get attatched to others easily im not clingy, and im not a smotherer, not a space invader... my head just races years ahead of my heart, and just when i realize its no use daydreaming about the future, ive already fucked up any chance i might have had at the present day.
Why bother? Its gonna hurt me. Its gonna kill when they desert me
-bobby
i tend to get attatched to others easily im not clingy, and im not a smotherer, not a space invader... my head just races years ahead of my heart, and just when i realize its no use daydreaming about the future, ive already fucked up any chance i might have had at the present day.
Why bother? Its gonna hurt me. Its gonna kill when they desert me
-bobby