jaeiam

I'm bi-polar. I have lots of drugs. I am a zombie. I go psycho. Psychosis. Mania. I cry. I scream. I hurt. I want to die. I ramble. I laugh. I cry. I laugh. I scream.
I hurt others. I make others cry. I make others scream. I make others laugh. I make others want to die. Bi-polar, 4-polar... he doesn't think so anymore. He thinks its just me. I'm fucked. I'll be hospitalized soon. I am insane. He said we should be locked up.We are sick.I said "together".That's sick.I am so sick. Not homicidal just suicidal is what I said...just.