jaeiam

So little left of the nothing
too much time it would take
to create
how many words tell
how much
what if it were that way
the way of the world
my ass, my eyes
idealized
materialized
for you
Smiiles changing
even fading
bright as the sun
seen yellow as the bricks
layed down meticulously
into a fine line
contemporary design
Lines, shapes of beauty now break
like backs bent
or the cement that it would take
to fill the empty ugliness inside
fuck the outside of me
you see me
is not a thing
not a ring or a plate
could replace
Take your time
ease your mind
please dont mind
the deafening silence
the piercing screams
inside of me
what is that
fucking time that passed
and pasts
not forgotten
not wasted
not wanted
not regretting
the unforgettable
fucked up time
is it me I fear
not you
you don't know
Perfection
what if
what then
who would it be
what would it be like
for you
not me
anything really
nothing real
only immeasurable
imaginary
creations of the creative mind
untouchable
flawless
emotionless
the shades of the golds
burning inside
slowly beginning to dim
fiery red flames of passion
now dead