jaeiam

When something just feels right, but your logical or rational thoughts are stearing you clear even through the fogginess of the love induced hazy blindness, you should read the signs on this love trip. U turn, Stop, yield, dead end road.
There is no map to this destination just a compass to point you in the right direction. And sometimes head and heart are two completely different roads.
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I knew that I was not being true to myself this time I broke a commitment to myself. Before this last relationship I vowed to take time off dating to regroup or collect the shattered pieces of myself. I think I need time off from everything for awhile.
Yeah I expected this, thats true... but only because of the threats. How threatening is the inevitable though, really? I saw this coming I heard it in his voice. So I guess I was a bit prepared. I will move on with my plans. My plans are so simple I WANT TO BE ALONE. I don't want anyone to get close enough to get me believing in the fairytale type shit. Fairytales are not real and do not come true. I need to just accept this reality and live.