jaeiam

I am seriously plotting this is true.
I am thinking of all of the things I can do.
What shall I do next?
What will hurt me less,
but completely destroy you?
I will not wait No not this time
my thoughts are quick and clear
quick like a dagger and/or a spear
My burning inside has ignited flames
burning out your eyes
I cannot see you I forbid it
I will not gauge out mine
problems yes I know this
I know it all too well
fuck it fuck it
I didnt know you anyhow
THat shit was good though
fucking passion
you made me want to die
That shit was good
fuck it
I'd do it all again

I think the tears were the regret I had for giving you control
I mean seriously darling you arent that swell and I gave it all to you
I cried in disbelief I had fallen for you honey and you were too insecure to just take it
Trust Blah fuck it who gives a shit anyway
honestly I fucked 233 boys and 153 girls does it matter if all i wanted was you

That is your lost not mine
I would of been true to you
Let you into my mind and body
All the while knowing that I shouldnt have to prove myself to you
I shoudl settle for that No loss here
Fuck it and YOU

Yeah I am dramatic
I should be a star
I will have stars in my eyes
stand out forever
You can go hide over there
Hurry now dont go so slow people might see you
for what/ who you are
Scared
I know i know
You act so tough
Honey whos acting now