I don't know anything
People ask me "what is going on?" people ask me "What do you think?" they want to know. So do I. I want to understand the thoughts that are scattered through my head. I AM SO CONFUSED!! So much so that I try everything not to think. Who cares that I confuse people they can run away.. Hey, RUN! I would if I could, but I could run forever with no end to this mind of mind, No escape. I do escape normality though. Only too often. I have removed myself from the consistency and normalcy but now I crave it. I believed if I didnt think or do anything for a while I wouldn't feel so overwhelmed. It backfired though, now everything I pushed to the back of my mind has gathered up, now this huge pile of shit is just waiting to be shoveled. Everything that I didn't think about, everything I haven't wanted to do. Now I HAVE to do. That is overwhelming, where do I begin. How do I begin?
People ask me "what is going on?" people ask me "What do you think?" they want to know. So do I. I want to understand the thoughts that are scattered through my head. I AM SO CONFUSED!! So much so that I try everything not to think. Who cares that I confuse people they can run away.. Hey, RUN! I would if I could, but I could run forever with no end to this mind of mind, No escape. I do escape normality though. Only too often. I have removed myself from the consistency and normalcy but now I crave it. I believed if I didnt think or do anything for a while I wouldn't feel so overwhelmed. It backfired though, now everything I pushed to the back of my mind has gathered up, now this huge pile of shit is just waiting to be shoveled. Everything that I didn't think about, everything I haven't wanted to do. Now I HAVE to do. That is overwhelming, where do I begin. How do I begin?
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Peace. -- TonicCereal