jaeiam

Today feels like a rollercoaster flipping my emotions and twisting me around. Starting out immensely happy and roop da looping me downwards into my normal state of mind, shitty. Yeah, I was going to try to use a very descriptive word in place of shitty to try to explain how I normally think and feel, but when you feel like everything is pointless you dont put in much effort really. So shitty it is. I am a shitty person! I think shitty thoughts and feel shitty emotions, I know shitty people and do shitty things.The lack of vocabulary in this entry is amusing me. So I guess it is good for something. It may possibly never entertain anyone besides me. At least I can amuse myself. I think it is a bit funny the ridiculously pathetic feel of it all.