jaeiam

I practically rolled out of bed this morning then I staggered into the kitchen set my coffee carafe in the sink and let it over flow several times before deciding to measure the water accordingly. I am hopeful that today some magical thoughts will be stirred up inside me, and the desperation and loneliness will leave me. I am not alone. I am not desperate. I only feel this way lately. So my wish for today is just that.. I wish for today. I want to experience today, no interference. No yesterday, no last weekend, no last week...just today.
On a lighter note..this is my first day as a member of suicide girls. It seems a complicated mess full of complicated people. Which reminds me of my favorite quote: "Complicated people are superior"~ Albert Einstein.