Without affection people can die. It is supposedly as important in raising children as it is to provide them food, clothes, education and shelter. So why as adults do people pretend it isn't needed or wanted? People will get it somehow, or somewhere. They will fill up the emptiness , just don't deny the human need and desire of it all. Don't be ashamed, it...
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Today feels like a rollercoaster flipping my emotions and twisting me around. Starting out immensely happy and roop da looping me downwards into my normal state of mind, shitty. Yeah, I was going to try to use a very descriptive word in place of shitty to try to explain how I normally think and feel, but when you feel like everything is pointless you dont...
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lesleyslenning:
I hope you are feeling better today.
I love rollercoasters by the way
I love rollercoasters by the way
jaroth001:
Shitty is as shitty does I gues, and I feel the same way most days.
It really isn't that pathetic at all.
"What is ....is." - Askani Proverb
It really isn't that pathetic at all.
"What is ....is." - Askani Proverb
Oh obsession.. let me go. Let me be alone, with my misery. Turn your back , fly away, get away without...me. Don't take any part of me with you when you go. I fear that there is nothing left to claim, anymore. A shell of past, a harbor of memories and things, that used to be. Oh obsession relinguish my heart. This tragic sorrow has...
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lesleyslenning:
obsession - a persistent disturbing preoccupation with an often unreasonable idea or feeling, compelling motivation.
unclepussy:
Obsession
A psychiatrist was conducting a group therapy session with four young mothers and their small children... "You all have obsessions," he observed.
To the first mother, Mary, he said, "You are obsessed with eating. You've even named your daughter Candy."
He turned to the second Mom, Ann: "Your obsession is with money. Again, it manifests itself in your child's name, Penny." He turns to the third Mom, Joyce: "Your obsession is alcohol. This too manifests itself in your child's name, Brandy."
At this point, the fourth mother, Kathy, gets up, takes her little boy by the hand and whispers. "Come on, Dick, we're leaving."
A psychiatrist was conducting a group therapy session with four young mothers and their small children... "You all have obsessions," he observed.
To the first mother, Mary, he said, "You are obsessed with eating. You've even named your daughter Candy."
He turned to the second Mom, Ann: "Your obsession is with money. Again, it manifests itself in your child's name, Penny." He turns to the third Mom, Joyce: "Your obsession is alcohol. This too manifests itself in your child's name, Brandy."
At this point, the fourth mother, Kathy, gets up, takes her little boy by the hand and whispers. "Come on, Dick, we're leaving."
Today was lovely. I decided to embrace the inner darkness that so often pounds me like an oceans wave. Isn't drearyness intriguing , honestly? Doesn't it add just enough mystery to a useless person to keep you interested? It is pointless to try to escape myself and pointless to hide away.
lesleyslenning:
Wherever you go, there you are. I love that saying.
applerecords1251:
You have mystery, but you seem so far from a useless person, like dark from light. Since I am not as linguistically elegant as you, I will just add that I love the ocean!! Hope you had a nice day :o)
Do you ever get those unknown numbers calling and start to imagine that you do know who is at the other end listening to you speak and breath? Do you start to play out what you should say to that person that you wish it was, that is just listening and saying nothing. Do you think of the words you could say that would make...
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lesleyslenning:
how is life in mesa? hot enough for you yet?
I use to wait.
I use to wait.
kajiseele:
I want you guys to have first crack at my offer so check out my journal and let me know if anything strikes you fancy...
I practically rolled out of bed this morning then I staggered into the kitchen set my coffee carafe in the sink and let it over flow several times before deciding to measure the water accordingly. I am hopeful that today some magical thoughts will be stirred up inside me, and the desperation and loneliness will leave me. I am not alone. I am not desperate....
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unclepussy:
welcome welcome welcome....
you are gorgeous! and you're going to become a suicidegirl huh? good call.
sg ain't so complicated...see i said "ain't", we're just ordinary folk...see i said "folk"...
you are gorgeous! and you're going to become a suicidegirl huh? good call.
sg ain't so complicated...see i said "ain't", we're just ordinary folk...see i said "folk"...
lesleyslenning:
I don't go to Phoenix to often, but I have a friend that has to run up there at least once a month. So you never know, I could be up there sometime in the future. Thanks for stopping by my site
~butrflildy
~butrflildy
i tend to get attatched to others easily im not clingy, and im not a smotherer, not a space invader... my head just races years ahead of my heart, and just when i realize its no use daydreaming about the future, ive already fucked up any chance i might have had at the present day.
Why bother? Its gonna hurt me. Its gonna kill when they desert me
-bobby