So, yeah...
Currently dating a girl, didn't mention it, mostly because it is currently a huge ball of frustration with me...
Anyways, we've been dating a couple weeks. Finally she lets me get close enough to, I don't know, just, be together. Not sex or anything. And her mom came around, and pking around, then her dad, and well, any chance of...anything at all...was killed....
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Yeah, went christmas shopping last night.
Picked up a book on Nam for my dad. He's a vet, part of the reason he is both proud and dismayed at my actions. But despite combat action in Vietnam, war, especially that one, is of great interest. The living room is filled with books on the planes, battles, tanks, and men that were involved in everything in...
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Well, weekend was interesting.
saturday was boring.
Sunday, my father decided to throw a going away party.
More of a "parading Egon around so everyone I," used in first person to represent the old man talking, "can show him off and everyone else is jealous of me," party. I hated the idea. Luckily, 3/4 of the people he invited didn't show, so it was all...
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If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, (even if we don't speak often) please post a comment with a COMPLETELY MADE UP AND FICTIONAL memory of you and me. It can be anything you want - good or bad - BUT IT HAS TO BE FAKE. When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised...
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Today went well.
Hung with friends.
Writing thesis paper due tomorrow/today.
Going swimmingly.
Feel physically ill.
Suppressing feeling.

Okay, today I went to all of my old teachers and told them what's up with the military and whatnot. Some things still not settling right, and, like a piece of bad fish, keeps coming back up to haunt me.
Bad analogy, but accurate.
Saw Jarhead, not a war movie.
About soldiers in a war, but not a war movie.
More about the desolation, depression,...
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WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

Today went quite smoothly.
Had my normal joking with my boss.
Normal discussions with coworkers about the owner being a dick.
Not normal being able to make the owner look like an idiot in front of customers while he was trying to belittle me.
That was delightful.
Semi-unexpected visit from a friend while working, causing me to work later than norm...
not even a scuffle...
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Oh, posting new pics...

so, yeah...
Today, it was one of extremes.
Got praised by a lot of people I used to look up to and viewed as my sages and mentors for what I am about to do. While this was going on, my ex arrived, and convinced a lot of our mutual friends that I was a horrible, horrible person, and I did all sorts of horrible,...
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