Hey.
I have had better weeks.
I've been horribly depressed all week, and all that.
I have this wierd thing that no matter how depressed I get, I have to shove it all aside and pretend like I am content, and it kills me, then comes out in short, erratic, and, unfortunately, self-destructive bursts. Despite all that, I managed to come through, and decided to bump up my enlistment. I didn't mention it because I was gonna wait till after college, and I figured by then I wouldn't be on this site much, but after this week I realized that I gotta get the fuck out of this area. But don't mistake me for one of those Bush fanatics out there, I'm not joining cuz of the war on terror (although if they send me to Iraq I don't really have a choice, now, do I?), I am one of those people who really believes that I need to be out there defending those that deserve being defended, no matter color, country, or creed.
I have had better weeks.
I've been horribly depressed all week, and all that.
I have this wierd thing that no matter how depressed I get, I have to shove it all aside and pretend like I am content, and it kills me, then comes out in short, erratic, and, unfortunately, self-destructive bursts. Despite all that, I managed to come through, and decided to bump up my enlistment. I didn't mention it because I was gonna wait till after college, and I figured by then I wouldn't be on this site much, but after this week I realized that I gotta get the fuck out of this area. But don't mistake me for one of those Bush fanatics out there, I'm not joining cuz of the war on terror (although if they send me to Iraq I don't really have a choice, now, do I?), I am one of those people who really believes that I need to be out there defending those that deserve being defended, no matter color, country, or creed.