jaeci

Summer semester is nearly over
Schoolwork up to my mothafuckin eyeballz

There are certain things you know you're not made for
I know I'm not made for this

And I'm really not made for this HEAT
GOD DAMN!
Humidity!

There are some things that drive me insane:

The instant gratification of texting, the expectations it creates
It takes awhile to break the habit of immediate responses
But I'm getting there, it's getting there

Montral in summer, it's a love hate kinda thing
The air is so thick, so wet, my chest is caving in
My eyes are practically sweating
Even the cold water is warm

There are some things that amuse me:

My cat's response to heat,
I'm sorry, my little one, I'm sorry you're uncomfortable
But your cool-off contortions are comical

Sandals
And how everyone wears them
And suddenly every girl has perfectly painted toe-nails in crazy colors
And I know you girls had ugly feet a month ago


There are some things that exhaust me:
Work, working a lot, working weird hours, doing more than I get paid for
School, school is intense, studying shit that isn't worth as much as I pay for



I started a series of paintings
But I ran out of canvas... I ran out of time... I ran out of the blue paint I was mixing
I wrote the skeletons of many songs
And I'd like to work on them with someone, but I haven't the faintest idea who

This summer..
I'm going to Vancouver, I think. I hope. I've got my credit card paid off and my eyes open for a good sale on tickets.
I'm planning on playing softball on Sundays, if the games come together at all...
I'm going to work my ass off so I can work less in the fall semester
I've actually dedicated time to my school work and gotten things completed in advance

I'm kinda delirious
Probably getting heat stroke
Gotta go to work