its either misery
or nothing at all
trying to choose between two evils
is still so difficult for me
i love feeling creative and full of things to write and pictures to take and i love feeling as sexual as i am, but i hate the horrible empty lonesome feelings that come along with it all for me.
i know how to fix it, how to make all the pain and anguish that lives in my soul quiet again, but then everything else is so quiet as well.
i think it really is all pointless and rather hopeless.
or nothing at all
trying to choose between two evils
is still so difficult for me
i love feeling creative and full of things to write and pictures to take and i love feeling as sexual as i am, but i hate the horrible empty lonesome feelings that come along with it all for me.
i know how to fix it, how to make all the pain and anguish that lives in my soul quiet again, but then everything else is so quiet as well.
i think it really is all pointless and rather hopeless.
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johnnyvine:
I'm on the aol IM, if you're interested....
iamnotheregoaway:
i chose the fist evil... a long time ago. and i'd rather have that [than the alternative].
