Who said, I can't be my own pimp and prostitute too?
It feels as if everyone is their own pimp and prostitute. Every time someone goes out to apply for a job, or puts their skills to use somehow, it's selling yourself. And I don't mean that in a negative context.
Each time an individual wakes up and gets out into the world somehow, they are proving their worth. Not to just others, but to themselves. Each day is never the same, some days are darker then others. While other days it seems as if you're on fire, and you got the whole world in front of you. And of course you have, what I like to call, 'The calm, before the storm days'.
The storm could be a bad one, or a good one. I never really know for sure, I just know is that I learned, I should enjoy the mind-numbing, calm as a resting spot before I have to kick it into full gear again.
Managing my own life alone, can be a bit much sometimes. Cause the one thing I promise anybody is that, my life is never boring. I can't help it. I need passion, people, and adventure in my life. It makes me feel good about living, to me it's what life is worth living for. If I can't have what makes me feel good, and happy then why am I alive?
I've learned to make this happiness present no matter what happens. Not everyday is the, best day of my life. Let's be real for a minute, I can have my down-n-out days too, but I always come back with a fiery bang.
I don't know how I do it, I really don't. I'm fucking happy as hell that I do though, it's one of the things that makes me see myself as a bad-ass bitch (in a positive light).
People who are going through shit times, and are still living that daily hustle we call, life. You have nothing but respect from me. Just remember, just because you're having your own personal shit-show, doesn't make it okay to be a total dick to the rest of the population. You might lose your cool from time to time, and that's forgivable. Just own up to your mistakes, learn from them, and keep moving on.
It's NEVER easy, it's life.
