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friday I worked all day then got home from st aug to take my brother to dinner and the movies.
saturday I worked all morning. so when I got off I called Ly ran to her house and left my car there and rode with her to mandarin. spent the rest of the day with nenabella, jen and ly. we set up a set and lighting and everything for a shoot. then got them all dolled up. spent a long time shooting. nenabella threw a few shots up in her pic folder. weill I ended up there much later than I anticipated. but we had some great results that night. I will have to show some favs sometime that the girls wouldn't mind me showing off.
we ended up not going back to Ly's so I should have drove my car over so I had to go out to the beach to get the car and drive back to mandarin on the way to my house. I was so tired.
sunday I had 3.5 hours of sleep. I promised st augustine I would go so I went. I should have called and say I would come later. so had a rough day. and then I drove home. I was fine for a little while. tried to call a few friends to catch up and to have someone keep me awake. I do that a lot. no help avail. so I fight the sleepiness and drive drive drive. Its dark because it was after 6. so about 6.45 I pull into my sub. at the begining of the road I start to fall asleep. I had no idea. I hear *MUTHAFUCKIN BOOM* and all I see is white. white smoke and it is heavy to breath. I don't remember anything else before that. I don't know how long I sat before I tried to open the door. it was so so hard to move. I crawl out of the car. I think I just slid out of my seat. I didn't stand. and there is my door open I can't really see that well. Some guy says everything will be fine. he called an ambulance. I reach into the car for my phone in a panic. I kept saying I needed my mom. I called her. I had no idea what happened. I just rambled. I heard some guys go around the street going "where's the car, where's the car?".at that point I figured I hit a car. I had no clue before then, the ambulance and police show up. and my parents show up. I was evidently talked to for a sec by the ambulance ppl I don't remember. I also don't remember the police going through my purse but my mom was there during then. so eventually they got me moved out of the street. the ambulance left but the police called them back to actually check me out and not ask me one thing and leave like they did the first time. I was there forever. and I know eventually I unloaded my car of my art stuff. my mini turtle maquette broke. I sat in the 'rents car for awhile. my mom found my nightmare before xmas plate. that is so fuckin bent. mom made me walk to the car. it went a far way down. sitting on the cable box. I had to hit a BMW. so a night of panic and confusion.
The guy whose car got hit was talking to my 'rents. he apparently he was getting ready to leave. but he also told them that it was better that I hit a car cause I could have ran into the houses instead. he was nice to them. I think it might be because I was out of it so bad.
my parents have been good about this. I am stressed about this. i was suppose to have money for bills and that keeps me from working lots of hours. I have no car. everyone believes it will be totaled because it was dinged up too good then both the airbags went off. so I have to wait and see. got a ticket for careless driving. I had to have a citation for something. and careless isn't too bad. the police officer that stayed to the reports was nice. the one that was with him at the begining was an ass. Demanding that I had to have done 60mph for that to happen. it was too close to the front of the complex to even build it to that speed. it was a metro. they don't go fast unless there is distance and it shaking. my mom was trying to tell him that but he kept blowing her off. I was hurting a lot last night.
today my mom woke me up before dawn to shine a flashlight at me to make sure I was alive and ok. I went back to sleep then. I woke up did my face and hair and ate. dad went to sweep the road up. we did car stuff this morning. then picked up my paintings, went to the emergency room.
Tonight I learned I was off insurance as of the 15th. couldn't have it for 5 more days. it cost 40$ for the meds. I called off work today and tomorrow. I work friday next.
oka;y I am tired of typing and it hurts.
I now can definately cannot afford to renew SG in January. grr. that pisses me off so bad. I spend so much time on here.
friday I worked all day then got home from st aug to take my brother to dinner and the movies.
saturday I worked all morning. so when I got off I called Ly ran to her house and left my car there and rode with her to mandarin. spent the rest of the day with nenabella, jen and ly. we set up a set and lighting and everything for a shoot. then got them all dolled up. spent a long time shooting. nenabella threw a few shots up in her pic folder. weill I ended up there much later than I anticipated. but we had some great results that night. I will have to show some favs sometime that the girls wouldn't mind me showing off.
we ended up not going back to Ly's so I should have drove my car over so I had to go out to the beach to get the car and drive back to mandarin on the way to my house. I was so tired.
sunday I had 3.5 hours of sleep. I promised st augustine I would go so I went. I should have called and say I would come later. so had a rough day. and then I drove home. I was fine for a little while. tried to call a few friends to catch up and to have someone keep me awake. I do that a lot. no help avail. so I fight the sleepiness and drive drive drive. Its dark because it was after 6. so about 6.45 I pull into my sub. at the begining of the road I start to fall asleep. I had no idea. I hear *MUTHAFUCKIN BOOM* and all I see is white. white smoke and it is heavy to breath. I don't remember anything else before that. I don't know how long I sat before I tried to open the door. it was so so hard to move. I crawl out of the car. I think I just slid out of my seat. I didn't stand. and there is my door open I can't really see that well. Some guy says everything will be fine. he called an ambulance. I reach into the car for my phone in a panic. I kept saying I needed my mom. I called her. I had no idea what happened. I just rambled. I heard some guys go around the street going "where's the car, where's the car?".at that point I figured I hit a car. I had no clue before then, the ambulance and police show up. and my parents show up. I was evidently talked to for a sec by the ambulance ppl I don't remember. I also don't remember the police going through my purse but my mom was there during then. so eventually they got me moved out of the street. the ambulance left but the police called them back to actually check me out and not ask me one thing and leave like they did the first time. I was there forever. and I know eventually I unloaded my car of my art stuff. my mini turtle maquette broke. I sat in the 'rents car for awhile. my mom found my nightmare before xmas plate. that is so fuckin bent. mom made me walk to the car. it went a far way down. sitting on the cable box. I had to hit a BMW. so a night of panic and confusion.
The guy whose car got hit was talking to my 'rents. he apparently he was getting ready to leave. but he also told them that it was better that I hit a car cause I could have ran into the houses instead. he was nice to them. I think it might be because I was out of it so bad.
my parents have been good about this. I am stressed about this. i was suppose to have money for bills and that keeps me from working lots of hours. I have no car. everyone believes it will be totaled because it was dinged up too good then both the airbags went off. so I have to wait and see. got a ticket for careless driving. I had to have a citation for something. and careless isn't too bad. the police officer that stayed to the reports was nice. the one that was with him at the begining was an ass. Demanding that I had to have done 60mph for that to happen. it was too close to the front of the complex to even build it to that speed. it was a metro. they don't go fast unless there is distance and it shaking. my mom was trying to tell him that but he kept blowing her off. I was hurting a lot last night.
today my mom woke me up before dawn to shine a flashlight at me to make sure I was alive and ok. I went back to sleep then. I woke up did my face and hair and ate. dad went to sweep the road up. we did car stuff this morning. then picked up my paintings, went to the emergency room.
Tonight I learned I was off insurance as of the 15th. couldn't have it for 5 more days. it cost 40$ for the meds. I called off work today and tomorrow. I work friday next.
oka;y I am tired of typing and it hurts.
I now can definately cannot afford to renew SG in January. grr. that pisses me off so bad. I spend so much time on here.
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Email me and let me know when you want to get together this week...K? I'm going to wallow in self pity and fall asleep now. I hope you start feeling better!