What the fuck is wrong with me.....
I am to the point of hopping in the car and keep on driving.
I am sick of this horrible chest pain. Its been here all month.
I am tired of being nagged about things I am not capable right now. I hate weddings, I hate school, I hate computers, I hate expectations, I hate pushing on, I hate living with people, I hate animals, I hate dependence. pretty much I hate everything right now. I hate constantly letting people down. I really am not happy with myself. and I should stop letting myself write today.
I am to the point of hopping in the car and keep on driving.
I am sick of this horrible chest pain. Its been here all month.
I am tired of being nagged about things I am not capable right now. I hate weddings, I hate school, I hate computers, I hate expectations, I hate pushing on, I hate living with people, I hate animals, I hate dependence. pretty much I hate everything right now. I hate constantly letting people down. I really am not happy with myself. and I should stop letting myself write today.
I'm sorry you feel so bad....
So, you had a thing about eyes? I like your eyes so much I wanna poke 'em out! I like your legs so much I wanna break 'em off!
You just asked about the eye thing...you said in my journal "(maybe thats why I use to have a severe fear of eyes. Everyone thought it was hysterical and would torture me).