so.... I feel nauceous over almost anything I eat. I finally get real food in me after 9pm. two days in a row.
Yesterday I went to school. at 2 I grabbed lunch and went to do my sculpture class so I could get out of it and go downtown for a AIGA thing. Well got changed and did makeup and hair in the bathroom. I wasn't going in my grubby tuesday thursday gear that is covered in paint and clay. well I got so lost. big surprise. I got there an hour late. I went and socialized. I needed a drink but not with how I was feeling. said my byes and Evan walked out with me most of the way to my car. he laughed at me owning a geo metro. yeah yeah ... I know it is funny. I get over it. its a car and its affordable and its reliable and it has great gas mileage.
ok so about today. I felt awful this morning. after making keith his breakfast and eating two biscuits/felt nauecious. I laid down on the sofa and passed out. I got up fed/cleaned birds and took a shower left for work/picked up holds from library/mailed letter. work wasn't bad. I really snapped at kristen. I hate babysitting her. oh and I cut myself really good with a razor blade. I went to my manager to ask what I should do (it felt funny not like when I usually cut myself) she was like go put a bandaid on it and antiseptic. well I cleaned, soaked paper towel with blood. put on bandaid. within a minute it soaked through an was seeping out of the pores. I put on a new bandaid and it did it again. and once more. finally I went back to my manager. I kinda showed her and said that I got it pretty good and it is more then that little light section. so she asked me if I wanted to go to a docter cause she would have to file paperwork now and get a claim number. so we did that after I debated. it took forever. and since it wasn't an emergency I was getting a claim first. well it happened at 7.40 and I got to solantic at 8.45. lady bitched cause they close at 9. like I knew. she was really pissed that I got cut at 7.40 ... I told the bitch that I spent the time trying to get my claim done so I could come. so after the paper work. ha ha... even though I had a bandaid I bled all over it... that bitch. hee hee hee. finally they look at it. flip it open (ouch). cleaned it out and did all the way under (oowwwwwww) they said they rather not stitch and just glue cause it would be the same issues I would have to deal with. so they couldn't get the glue to take cause I was still bleeding much (yeah even over an hour) but finally it worked .... anything is better than stitches. so now it is covered by lots ofw wrapping. it needs to be dry for 24 hours and very limited use (yeah like that is possible in a frame shop). I work tomorrow and sunday and school on monday, tuesday, wednesday (and work), thursday .... yeah like when does that allow limited useage.
well enuff is enuff. I am going to bed as soon as I can wash the grime.
one of the assissants/nurses/whatever flirted with me. He said come back friday to go drinking with them... ha ha.
I was so manic. jabber jabber jabber. been that way since school started.
mom leaves for a week tomorrow.
Yesterday I went to school. at 2 I grabbed lunch and went to do my sculpture class so I could get out of it and go downtown for a AIGA thing. Well got changed and did makeup and hair in the bathroom. I wasn't going in my grubby tuesday thursday gear that is covered in paint and clay. well I got so lost. big surprise. I got there an hour late. I went and socialized. I needed a drink but not with how I was feeling. said my byes and Evan walked out with me most of the way to my car. he laughed at me owning a geo metro. yeah yeah ... I know it is funny. I get over it. its a car and its affordable and its reliable and it has great gas mileage.
ok so about today. I felt awful this morning. after making keith his breakfast and eating two biscuits/felt nauecious. I laid down on the sofa and passed out. I got up fed/cleaned birds and took a shower left for work/picked up holds from library/mailed letter. work wasn't bad. I really snapped at kristen. I hate babysitting her. oh and I cut myself really good with a razor blade. I went to my manager to ask what I should do (it felt funny not like when I usually cut myself) she was like go put a bandaid on it and antiseptic. well I cleaned, soaked paper towel with blood. put on bandaid. within a minute it soaked through an was seeping out of the pores. I put on a new bandaid and it did it again. and once more. finally I went back to my manager. I kinda showed her and said that I got it pretty good and it is more then that little light section. so she asked me if I wanted to go to a docter cause she would have to file paperwork now and get a claim number. so we did that after I debated. it took forever. and since it wasn't an emergency I was getting a claim first. well it happened at 7.40 and I got to solantic at 8.45. lady bitched cause they close at 9. like I knew. she was really pissed that I got cut at 7.40 ... I told the bitch that I spent the time trying to get my claim done so I could come. so after the paper work. ha ha... even though I had a bandaid I bled all over it... that bitch. hee hee hee. finally they look at it. flip it open (ouch). cleaned it out and did all the way under (oowwwwwww) they said they rather not stitch and just glue cause it would be the same issues I would have to deal with. so they couldn't get the glue to take cause I was still bleeding much (yeah even over an hour) but finally it worked .... anything is better than stitches. so now it is covered by lots ofw wrapping. it needs to be dry for 24 hours and very limited use (yeah like that is possible in a frame shop). I work tomorrow and sunday and school on monday, tuesday, wednesday (and work), thursday .... yeah like when does that allow limited useage.
well enuff is enuff. I am going to bed as soon as I can wash the grime.
one of the assissants/nurses/whatever flirted with me. He said come back friday to go drinking with them... ha ha.
I was so manic. jabber jabber jabber. been that way since school started.
mom leaves for a week tomorrow.