jadednerdgirl

I should stop talking so much. I have talked to too many friends from PA in the past 24 hours like Tim, Fleur, Shane, and a dozen others. It makes me so homesick. I LOVE florida but PA was very much home. I don't want to deal with winter so its not like I want to move back but I get so homesick. I spent most of my life between detroit, cleavland, pittsburgh, and erie mostly. I still get homesick after 3 years. yep cant believe it. the end of this week will be three years and also three years where of basically stayed off drugs. fuckin unbelievable to me.

I have been online for around 10 hours a day for awhile. at least any day I am not working. which is still a lot. mostly trying to get projects finished and then I get frustrated so I come on here to distract myself. but my body is ready to kill me for it.

I took pictures of my brother this afternoon. He is so sickly thin. we wanted him to see how aneroxic he looks. he needs to eat even though he isn't hungry. so he just came back for the doctors ... they took him off a med and gave him something that would stimulate his appetite. I am sick of giving 'you can die from not eating' speech.

hmmm ppl just got home. I need to see whats going on....


... The sky sounds so wonderful of grumbling thunder.

hey miss fleur --- Igot this weird memory sonce keith made me watch armegedeon two days in a row. Remember when we went to see it the summer before I went to college. we went to see it with tim and kish. well kish sat between you and me so we spent the time pretending to freak and grab him and shouting things about russians. Also later that day we kept putting cable wires or some type of thing in the holes of his pants.
we probably sexually harassed that boi way too much but that was the fun part.
that day he said he would never wear anything with holes around us... but that never stopped.