jadednerdgirl

This is sad...
I think my mom will get a tattoo before I get to. She went to check out a place. she has seen a bunch of his work and that is where she decided to get it at. so the next thing she gets from her tip money is one of the two tats she wants. The first one is one she always gets as a henna tat when we go to st augustine. its some funky design which happens to be a rose. its cute. that one will go on her leg. the second is a stylized 'M' with a flower possibly. Ever since she heard about angelina jolie talking about her one tat (the letter for her brother) she decided to do that for my dad. Its cute that she wants to do that. she says at her age she wants to do something fun. Funny this is the woman that disliked the idea of tats.

Im too poor to get any. I am so sick of it. but I also have to be careful what goes into my skin and make sure its not going to be somewhere where it isn't going to get in the way. grr... stupid medical issues.

I am wanting to do a series of surface piercings down the side of next to my spine. It is not wise for me to do a tat there but I want something incorporate my spine.................
it has to deal with me and my brother.
the one with my brother has to be with how he deals about his problems. about 2.5 years ago he had spinal surgery. They put two metal rods attached to his spine plus they removed his lower rib and attached it to his spine too. so the lower half of his spine is a little odd shaped and he has a scar that goesfrom his spine along the missing rib to his stomach. it looks like a ditch and it is weird watching him breath. he healed well but he tell me he is part godzilla nowadays. I just have a totally different issue with my spine. nothing like his and you can't see anything. but we always have a great sense of humor about it. so that is a small part of wanting to have piercings down my back. I might do that before a tattoo. This is a goal for the first half of next year. can't afford to do that stuff while Im in school still this fall. never been able to afford it. blah.

I finally heard my ruby (parrot) say two phrases. 'you are a bad, bad girl' (so cute on how she says it) and Im a dirty, dirty bird'. she is picking up the oddest phrases from me. she already says 'kick ass' which is one of my fav things to say. and oops my cousins learned that the other weekend while visiting Fl on vacation.

well I am going to get some stuff done (like shower) since I have been working on stuff all day. and when it is close to sunset I will go take a walk. its cooler to do at 7am but I barely sleep as is ... let alone wake up early to walk.

hmm grr.. I am back to being caffeine free again. the main thing is to be off any type of pop. but half the time that is my only source of caffeine anymore. I already went through my caffeine withdrawals so I am at least nice enough to speak to again.