jadednerdgirl

blargh.

I have too many photos to edit.

lately life has sucked...

2 weeks ago my beloved gay dachshund died. I miss my fuzzy weinerschnitzel. My mom just got his ashes this week back. I have no desire to go to their house now cause the reality of him being gone will sink in. I don't feel like reality lately. She made me a baron bracelet that is kickass. He was 13 and falling apart. I just felt miserable since I didn't say bye to my baby.

I moved last weekend. everything kept getting annoying. My boss was an ass on me getting the correct saturday off. then I finally got him to agree to it. then as it comes up the weekend before he told me if saturday I don't get any money that I have to work the next saturday too. which meant 4 saturdays in a row for me. lucky for me not alot of ppl worked and I got lots of incoming calls that were ppl saying "let me pay my delinquint bill" or promise notes that finally owned up that I was bugging the hell out of.
I had no time with work and trying to get back and forth so I wasn't fully packed by the time we got the uhaul. so we moved everything that was packed and randomly threw the rest into boxes.
It was fucking horribley hot the entire time and even better that my allergies got really bad thursday night. friday I was somehow off cause I tricked my bosses into letting me work 40 by thursday and not know it. my boss wasn't happy. oh well sucks for him. friday I packed all day. saturday we got the place by 10 or so. sprayed for bugs and stuff like that and started moving breakables. my dad, erek, laura helped out. got the uhaul and when my dad quit then we finished up some and went swimming. I was having a lot of problems breathing. sunday everyone came back and red came over too. we finished everything moving. spent forever cleaning. but quit for dinner but I never went back to finish cause I couldn't breath. couldn't sleep cause of the breathing. then everyone went swimming without me. I decided against it cause I didn't need to aggravate my allergy of chlorine on top of everything else. monday I called off work to go to the doctors to find out that I HAD MY FIRST EVER ASTHMA ATTACK. no one wonder I couldn't breathe all weekend. so had my first breathing treatment, got my first inhaler. they tried to get me to do xrays but I can't afford. I end up getting my inhaler for free. and I still owe payments for my doctor visit. I don't like being off health insurance. blah.

so still kinda wheezy and easy out of breath after a week. still trying to unpack. fighting with comcast. got the lcd, entertainment center, the 360 and computer up and running. so all the important stuff is done. Bought a new computer desk. I love it. I started playing command and conquer this week.

I framed my combichrist poster which is signed by ALL members and next is to buy the frame for The Birthday Massacre which is signed by half the band.

Next is to find how to do a trip to see assemblage 23 in orlando on semptember 30th. We will have carload of ppl to go.