i've been looking so long at these pictures of
you that i almost beleive that they're real i've
been living so long with my pictures of you that
i almost believe that the pictures are all i can
feel
remembering you standing quiet in the rain as
i ran to your heart to be near and we kissed as
the sky fell in holding you...
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you that i almost beleive that they're real i've
been living so long with my pictures of you that
i almost believe that the pictures are all i can
feel
remembering you standing quiet in the rain as
i ran to your heart to be near and we kissed as
the sky fell in holding you...
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hey
please everyone forget what i wrote yesterday in my journal i was feeling really down...it was just one of those days i guess.
well i have to hurry and finish this entry now coz i have to get ready for the beach.
lata
please everyone forget what i wrote yesterday in my journal i was feeling really down...it was just one of those days i guess.
well i have to hurry and finish this entry now coz i have to get ready for the beach.
lata
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gram:
the beach??
sounds nice. i was going to comment on the other stuff, but thought it best not to meddle. i would've just said something stupid like, "yeah, come see me for comdolences!! mwuhahahah!!!"
and that is just rude!
damn i am a jerk! but you are so lovely.
sounds nice. i was going to comment on the other stuff, but thought it best not to meddle. i would've just said something stupid like, "yeah, come see me for comdolences!! mwuhahahah!!!"
and that is just rude!
damn i am a jerk! but you are so lovely.
chubbles:
hey you silly dude!!! the job i got IS in manchester!! well, sale. over the weekend i signed the lease on my gorgeous new abode in rusholme!!
*sigh*
well like my last journal entry this one will also be quite depressing and confusing .....
i dont want to get into anything specific coz i feel that i am kind and trustworthy BUT i can say that right now i feel extremely betrayed and i dont know if i should or not ? we all do it i suppose,we fall in love and...
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well like my last journal entry this one will also be quite depressing and confusing .....
i dont want to get into anything specific coz i feel that i am kind and trustworthy BUT i can say that right now i feel extremely betrayed and i dont know if i should or not ? we all do it i suppose,we fall in love and...
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joebruthless:
You need to call the A-team.
peart:
I hope things get better issie. I know they will cause you're so cool.
[Edited on Jul 13, 2003]
[Edited on Jul 13, 2003]
so im down today coz i cant find a job and i cant drive and i really miss my family and friends during times like this 
i feel like mark is desperate for me to work and its so embaressing not working and not being able to buy anything for yourself.
i spoke to my mum today but that didnt make me feel any better,...
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i feel like mark is desperate for me to work and its so embaressing not working and not being able to buy anything for yourself.
i spoke to my mum today but that didnt make me feel any better,...
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minimalism:
It'sbeenreal is Lesa. did you have her on your list before? When she left SG she changed her name to that.
xxanastasiaxx:
I'm sorry..hope things get better for you soon. I know a lot of people looking for work..it's really tough right now.
I'll keep my fingers crossed for you.
I'll keep my fingers crossed for you.
well i hope everyone had a safe and wonderful 4th july weekend. our little bbq on friday went quite well, thank god they left though pretty early coz the baby kept on cryen . On saturday mark and i both went for a full body massage at the white sands hotel, OMFG it was amazing !! I have never had a real massage before and...
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. On saturday mark and i both went for a full body massage at the white sands hotel, OMFG it was amazing !! I have never had a real massage before and... Read More
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pantsonfire:
if you think that pic of minimalism is cute, you should see him in person! that guy can spin, too!
kayla_:
howdy neighbor.
just saying hi and such.
just saying hi and such.my head is pounding and my body feels like it was hit by a truck....9 southern comforts will do that i suppose.
after the party which was quite fun i didnt want to go home so i asked mark and tony if they wanted to go to "go go rama" near me, tony didnt want to so just mark and i went. as i went...
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after the party which was quite fun i didnt want to go home so i asked mark and tony if they wanted to go to "go go rama" near me, tony didnt want to so just mark and i went. as i went...
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somekindofinsane:
that is my idea of a fun night.. 
rock on..
rock on..
chubbles:
yo dude!!! sounds like you have a wild time glavanting around up to all these shenanigans 
the manc thing is goin pretty well for a change, i have an interview on monday for a way cool job near Sale so im hoping that i get that!!!
just thing, soon me and sel will be living near you (not together)
MUWAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!
the manc thing is goin pretty well for a change, i have an interview on monday for a way cool job near Sale so im hoping that i get that!!!
just thing, soon me and sel will be living near you (not together)
MUWAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!
i had to get up early coz our a/c broke down and its disgustingly hot in here ! the guy said that he would be here before twelve so now i have to wait like a bitch.
we bought a new desktop and i cant wait to have it all set up and stuff, im gonna send this laptop to england for my mum so...
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somekindofinsane:
thanks babe! i love all your pics..
mark is a lucky boy!make sure he never forgets it! ttyl..
mark is a lucky boy!make sure he never forgets it! ttyl..
tomosnemesis:
the a/c thing blows...and not in a cool or fun way. i still have no real work, but (shhhh) i might start dancing next week once i have a ride. funny you love rose mcgowan...i saw manson last night. yesterday was my fourth celebration...i got my slut on at ozzfest. have a fun one lovely. kisses
Well i went to sandy hook again with mark yesterday and i got alittle burnt 
its not that bad though so im kewl, it did keep me up though last night.
speaking of last night, when i did manage to actually get some sleep i had such an amazing dream ;-
i dreamt first of all that i was dancing round a pole like i...
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its not that bad though so im kewl, it did keep me up though last night.
speaking of last night, when i did manage to actually get some sleep i had such an amazing dream ;-
i dreamt first of all that i was dancing round a pole like i...
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gram:
thank you for such lovely comments. i don't think i could possibly pic out one of your pics, they are all so beautiful! your a very handsome woman indeed.
i have been growing out my hair for a while, but i have very little patience. i want to cut it all off now, and go back to the pompadour i have had since i was 17, but i wanna just try it long. we shall see, you going to the barbeque?
i have been growing out my hair for a while, but i have very little patience. i want to cut it all off now, and go back to the pompadour i have had since i was 17, but i wanna just try it long. we shall see, you going to the barbeque?
gram:
what the hell!! of course its a compliment. it is a very high complimant. it means your more georgeous that "pretty" and hotter than "beautiful"!
okey doke people
i am back from england, i had a wonderful time !
i actually got back on wenesday but mark and i have only just gotten out of bed (
)
ooo, how i missed him .
anyway.... thanx to all you really kewl kats that left me some lovely messages, it was very sweet
if u like u can check out some...
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i am back from england, i had a wonderful time !
i actually got back on wenesday but mark and i have only just gotten out of bed (
)
ooo, how i missed him .
anyway.... thanx to all you really kewl kats that left me some lovely messages, it was very sweet
if u like u can check out some...
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paleenchantress:
new pics 10-21
xoxoxox
xoxoxox
paleenchantress:
thanks darling *blush*
xoxoxoxo
xoxoxoxo
yay
im still in england...i will be back in lovely america on wenesday with my mark
cheers for all the nice messages that u left !
im still in england...i will be back in lovely america on wenesday with my mark
cheers for all the nice messages that u left !
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somekindofinsane:
we broke up... we;;, technically i got dumped, but it was not a bad break up or anything.. we are doing the friend thing.. she is too important to me to let go of completely...
thanks for your support throughout the whole thing, it meant a lot.. how was your trip?
thanks for your support throughout the whole thing, it meant a lot..
how was your trip?
xxanastasiaxx:
Glad to hear you had a great time and that you made it back safely!
I need visit England. Soon hopefully.
I need visit England. Soon hopefully.
i send u tonsssss of lovin !!!!!!