Well i went to sandy hook again with mark yesterday and i got alittle burnt 
its not that bad though so im kewl, it did keep me up though last night.
speaking of last night, when i did manage to actually get some sleep i had such an amazing dream ;-
i dreamt first of all that i was dancing round a pole like i was some experienced stripper, u should of seen some of the moves i was coming up with ....
that seemed to go on for a while and then the next thing i was lay in my bed in england when i felt something and the next thing i fell through the floor and landed on my mums couch .... ? that freaked me out and must of scared me coz i woke up straight away.
i have the most weirdest dreams sometimes , i'll never understand them i dont think ? god, i remember once when i was about 10 and i was in bed with my sister, my gran was babysitting coz both my mum and dad worked nights at a casino, anyway.... she used to leave our bedroom door open so she could hear if anything was wrong . one night i remember that i woke up with a weird feeling that someone was at the end of the bed pulling me down by my feet, when i tried to move i couldnt at all, i couldnt even speak. i really thought that i was awake, i could hear my heart beating really fast and i could feel myself moving down the bed.... the next thing im sat up and i realized it was a dream. i dont think upto then i had ever been that scared ! it has happened since then but not as much as it used to. i told my mums friend who used to get them all the time and she told me that its called "lucid dreaming" and u can control if u want to, and to come out of it u just have to really relax and breath slow. i get them everynow and then and most nights i wont remember that i have had one until a few days later.
so whatever, i cant believe i just wrote all that about a daft dream, lol.
anyway....if any of u have ever experinced that then let me know, and if u know the correct name for it then fill me in coz i know very little about it.
peace N light
xXx
its not that bad though so im kewl, it did keep me up though last night.
speaking of last night, when i did manage to actually get some sleep i had such an amazing dream ;-
i dreamt first of all that i was dancing round a pole like i was some experienced stripper, u should of seen some of the moves i was coming up with ....
that seemed to go on for a while and then the next thing i was lay in my bed in england when i felt something and the next thing i fell through the floor and landed on my mums couch .... ? that freaked me out and must of scared me coz i woke up straight away.
i have the most weirdest dreams sometimes , i'll never understand them i dont think ? god, i remember once when i was about 10 and i was in bed with my sister, my gran was babysitting coz both my mum and dad worked nights at a casino, anyway.... she used to leave our bedroom door open so she could hear if anything was wrong . one night i remember that i woke up with a weird feeling that someone was at the end of the bed pulling me down by my feet, when i tried to move i couldnt at all, i couldnt even speak. i really thought that i was awake, i could hear my heart beating really fast and i could feel myself moving down the bed.... the next thing im sat up and i realized it was a dream. i dont think upto then i had ever been that scared ! it has happened since then but not as much as it used to. i told my mums friend who used to get them all the time and she told me that its called "lucid dreaming" and u can control if u want to, and to come out of it u just have to really relax and breath slow. i get them everynow and then and most nights i wont remember that i have had one until a few days later.
so whatever, i cant believe i just wrote all that about a daft dream, lol.
anyway....if any of u have ever experinced that then let me know, and if u know the correct name for it then fill me in coz i know very little about it.
peace N light
xXx
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i have been growing out my hair for a while, but i have very little patience. i want to cut it all off now, and go back to the pompadour i have had since i was 17, but i wanna just try it long. we shall see, you going to the barbeque?